Bullied (o2l / viners fanfic)

chapter 3

*the next morning*
I woke up to my alarm. I got out of bed & did my usual morning routine. When I finished I grabbed my penny board , bag & phone & went downstairs. I saw all the guys eating. Damn it.
"Look who's up! whore..." Ricky said
I stayed quiet & went to get some food when sam stopped me
"Excuse me but uh what do you think you're doing?!" He said
"Getting food..." I mumbled
"Haha no food for you! If you want food go but your own food!" He said
"Okay." I said plainly
I tried to walk away but then he grabbed my arm & slapped my face real hard. I fell to the ground clutching my cheek. I heard the guys cheering & high fiving sam. I slowly got up & ran out the door. I immediately I got on my board & skated to a grocery store to get some snacks. I was still kinda crying cause my face was still hurting. once I finished paying I skated to school. I walked into school not seeing any of the guys yet. yaaay. hah not for long. just as I was going to my locker the guys were walking towards me but they didn't notice me yet. I turned around & tried to run away when they noticed me
"Aye look it's the whore!" Jc said
I heard them chasing me. They chased me & cornered me up to a wall.
"Can't run no more bitch" jc said
They did the usual beating.1 cut.
Once they finished I somewhat ran to my locker then to the bathroom. The bell rang so I ran to my first class. Today was special schedule we all had a free period. I liked that.

*skip to the end of the day*
finally out of school...well I'm kinda happier at school cause I don't get as much beatings than I get at home.
I skated to Starbucks to get a drink. Once I got my drink I sat down & did my hw there. Oh yeah did I tell ya? I got two more beatings today. One during free period & one during lunch. Which means two more cuts....eh well. I did all my hw & shit like that then skated back home. I kinda took my time. Once I got home I saw all the guys looking at me angrily.
"You're late!! You were supposed to get your beating earlier!!" Sam yelled
"I'm sorry..." I said
Jc grabbed me by the hair & threw me to the ground. This time they beat me twice as hard cause I was late. so that means two more cuts? alright. 5 cuts tonight. im up for it. the beating lasted about 20 mins. once they finished I immediately ran to the bathroom. I sat on the floor for a while crying. After a few mins I grabbed a blade & sliced my wrist 5 times. 5 beatings 5 cuts....I took a moment. after a while I stepped into the shower to wash my wrist off & to refresh myself. I took time just thinking about life...I hate it. I hate life. life is full of bullshit.