Bullied (o2l / viners fanfic)

Chapter 45

*Christine's pov*

I shifted around in bed , feeling the sun shining on my face. I opened my eyes & saw the bright ass mf sun. Ugh i have huge headache & the sun just made it worse.

I looked around & saw that the guys were still sleeping. I grabbed my phone to check the time & it was 7:30. The fuck am I doing up this early?! Shit.

I got out of bed & went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was a mess. My hair was messed up , some of my makeup was smudged & my wrist was wrapped up...oh yeah I did it again last night...

All of a sudden all the memories of yesterday started flooding back. I started crying again. Ugh I feel like shit. I need a shower.

I went back to the room to grab some clothes then back to the bathroom. I stripped down then hopped into the shower.

After I showered I changed into gray sweats & rolled them up a bit at the waist area then I put on a black bandeau & a plain maroon muscle tee. I didn't bother with the makeup. I just put my hair up in a messy bun. Today was my lazy day.

I walked back out to the room & sat down in the chair by the window. I got out my vape pen & had a little vape sesh while scrolling through twitter & Instagram.
This was pretty relaxing. Thank god for vape pens.

I ended up trying out new smoke tricks. I gotta admit im addicted. This is pretty damn fun. I need to thank the bartender again for the vape pen & free extra shots.

I spent like 30 mins or somethin with the vape pen cause soon the guys started waking up. They saw me chillin by the window trying out new smoke tricks. They tried to talk to me but I ignored them & plugged in my earphones.

I forgot the guys have another event today. Eh I'm either gonna stay here or walk around & check out what else is around here.
I was just sitting there looking out the window , admiring the view when all of a sudden my earphones got yanked out of my ear.

"What do you want?!!" I asked yelling
Then I felt a hand connect with my face. I looked up & saw that it was Sam. Really? Again?
I looked behind him & all the guys were watching. They looked as shocked as I did.
"Shit...chris im sorry. Reflexes. I don't like it when people yell at me. I'm sorry." He said
I shook my head & went to the bathroom.

I locked the door behind me & slid down & sat on the floor. I heard the guys arguing.
"Why would you hit her again?!" Nash asked
"I don't know it just happened! I didn't mean to! I'm not used to people yelling at me like that." He said panicking
"She's getting hurt nonstop..." Matt said
"I thought she left her abusive life." Taylor said.

I'm getting real fed up with their shit...
"Wait guys. What if she's cutting again?!" Carter asked worriedly
Soon they were banging on the door calling my name. I wasn't even cutting I was just staring off into space.
I stood up & looked at myself in the mirror. I sighed heavily & decided to finally open the door.

When I opened the door they stood there looking at me.
"Hi." I said
They looked behind me to check if there was blood anywhere. There wasn't.
"Give me your wrist." Carter said
"I didn't cut. Trust me." I said walking past them.

"Chris. Im so sorry. I don't know what got into me & I did that." Sam said sadly
"I don't care anymore. Y'know I'm used to it so I don't see why I should just keep crying about it." I said shrugging
He looked down.

"Chris we're sorry too. We didn't want to keep it from you but we had to maybe cause he was our friend.." Nash said
"Whatever I forgive you guys. You guys didn't do as much damage. Especially you guys." I said pointing at Shawn , Taylor , Aaron , Brent , Jack G & Jack J.
"Can we get hugs?" Taylor asked
I gave a little smile & walked over to them & hugged them.
"Ya'll are cool." I said smiling.

"What about me munchkin?" Nash asked
I sighed.
"Yeah sure." I said hugging him.
"Hey cutie , me too?" Carter asked
I nodded & hugged him too.
Jc , Sam , & Matt did the same. Cameron just sat on the bed looking down.

When I finished hugging them Cameron looked up.
"Babe. I'm sorry please forgive me. I didn't mean to cheat on you. I didn't want to. You're the only girl I want & love. Please. Don't leave me. I love you & only you." He said
"Please don't call me babe. & "I didn't want to" my ass. if you didn't want to then you wouldn't have went on & done it. like i said yesterday , I trusted you. I love you too , you should know that you're the only one...you just fucked it up." I said

I looked at the guys & I could tell they felt awkward. I walked over to my bag & grabbed some money. I needed to go on a walk & other places.

I started tearing up. I stopped in the middle of the hallway & slid down against the wall. I sat there & hugged my legs. I love him so much...I just can't believe he would do that. I shouldn't have trusted him.

I sat there just thinking...soon I heard a couple of voices I didn't bother looking up. It was the guys. They were probably heading off to their event.

"Chris?" I turned my head & fakely smiled at them
"What are you doing sitting here?" Jack g asked
I shrugged & turned my head so I wasn't looking at them.

Just then I saw a dirty blonde walking towards us.
"Hey cammy! I was just coming to see you!" She said smiling
So this was the girl cam was fucking? Hm..

I stood up & started walking towards the staircase. I heard them yelling after me but I kept walking. I walked down to the lobby & went straight to Starbucks. 'I wanna go home already...' I thought.

Maybe I could go home today? The guys have a few more days here anyways. I thought about it a little bit soon deciding that I was gonna go home. I was kind of missing that L.A atmosphere.

I didn't wanna leave without saying bye to Taylor , Shawn , Aaron , Brent , Jack G & Jack J. I didn't get to talk to them as much. They're cool dudes tho. Hope I get to keep in touch with them..