Bullied (o2l / viners fanfic)

chapter 20

*3 days later*
*Christine's pov*
It's been 3 days since that argument with Cameron. We haven't talked as much since then. Carter & I have been talking though. I feel like it's not the same anymore. I miss Cameron. I would get butterflies here & there with Carter. I still don't know how to feel about them. I don't know who I like.

I moved back to the o2l house. I still don't talk to the guys as much tho. I stay in my room or I would just go to the mall.
Nash , Matt & I are going to San Fran tmrw. Then after the trip im gonna go look for an apartment. Hopefully I'll find a nice one.

It was around 1 in the afternoon & I decided to go out for a while.
I got out of bed & went to the bathroom to wash my face. I went back to my room to grab some clothes. I dressed in a floral romper with a long cardigan & gray vans. I left my hair down. I put on make up & sprayed on perfume then grabbed my penny board & went downstairs.

"Hey guys im going out for a little bit." I said
"Wait can we talk to you real quick ?" Sam asked
"uhm sure. what's up?" I asked
"Are you really gonna get your own apartment?" He asked
"yeah. im gonna go look for one after my vacation." I said
"Just stay with us. don't go through the trouble of looking for an apartment." Jc said
I gave them a look.
"Listen, we're really really sorry about what we did to you. We're sorry we made your life a living hell. I'm sorry for being a bad brother. We hurt you up to the point where you wanted to die. We didn't know it would go that far. Please forgive us. You're my little sister & I don't wanna lose you any more. We've treated you really bad but we promise we'll take care of you. I'll take care of you. Don't leave us. Don't leave me. Please. Stay with us." Sam said tearing up
"Sam...You've apologized a billion times but there's one thing I would keep asking you....Can I trust you guys?" I said
they looked down
"I can forgive you guys but I'll never forget what ya'll did." I said
They nodded
Sam got up & held his arms open.
I rolled my eyes & gave him a hug.
"Me too?" Jc asked
I was hesitant at first then I gave in.
The rest of the guys stood up. I mean I guess. I gave them all a hug then told them I was going out.

I ran out the door & started skating to the mall. I went in a couple stores sadly looking at all the nice clothes but not having enough money to buy them. damn it. I decided to get Starbucks & just chill for a moment.

I ordered a mocha cookie crumble then sat down at a 1 person couch. I put my drink down at the table next to me & put my penny board down on the floor to rest my feet on it.

I was just scrolling through all the social networks getting comfy in my seat. I was laughing at something I saw on twitter till I felt someone sit next to me. I didn't bother to look up.
"what are you laughing about missy?" The person said
I looked up to see Cameron smiling & the guys next to him.
"Oh. Hey guys." I said
"What are you doing here alone?" Nash asked
"Just hangin out. I got bored at home." I said
"Wanna hangout with us?" Carter asked
"Sure." I said smiling
I was about to stand up when Cameron stopped me.
"Wait can I uh talk to you first?" He asked
"uhm alright" I said sitting back down
"We'll follow." Cam said
The guys nodded & left
"What's up?" I asked
"I'm sorry for what I said a few days ago. I didn't mean it. It just came out. I love you Chris. I really do & I don't wanna lose you." He said
"Cam..it's okay. I understand. I love you too. I missed you." I said
He got up & gestured for a hug.
I got up & hugged him. I missed this. I do love Cam. I love Carter too but as a friend. I feel like things wouldn't really work if I was with Carter.
"I choose you." I mumbled
"What?" He asked
I looked up at him & grabbed his face.
"I. Choose. You." I said smiling
He leaned in for a kiss & I did the same.
I really missed him.