Bullied (o2l / viners fanfic)

chapter 9

*Sam's pov*
what...she cuts? i didn't know we were hurting her that bad. wait. Carter could be lying just so we could stop. whatever. she better come home tmrw. she's been missing out. she is gonna get it tmrw.

*the next day*
*Christine's pov*
I woke up in Carter's arms. such a sweetheart. He's the first person in 3 years that actually cared for me. I really appreciate it.
oh wait did i tell ya we're on summer vacation now. haha well we are.
anyways im going back home today...back to daily beatings. im gonna miss Nash , Matt & Cameron. I'm definitely gonna miss Carter...hopefully we'll keep in touch. I didn't wanna get out of bed. I felt so safe in his arms. I looked up to see him looking at me.
"Hello" I said smiling
"Morning cutie" he said kissing my forehead
"I'm going back home today..." I said
"oh yeah...I don't want you to leave though. I want you to stay here. with me. in my arms." He said
"I'm gonna miss you Carter..." I said
"I'm gonna miss you too...I uhm I love you.." He said
"I love you too.." I said kissing his cheek
"I promise I'll visit you. I'll text you. I'll be there when you call. I'll be there to protect you. I'll be there for you. You're my princess. I don't want to lose my princess." He said
"Carter...don't make me cry. Please. I'm gonna miss you. I love you. Okay? That's all we're saying." I said
"Okay...I'm gonna miss you. I love you babe." He said
"Love you too" I said snuggling into his chest.
We stayed there for 10 more mins.
"I need to get ready." I said
"Nooo babe stay with me." He said
"You know I wish I could but I have to go." I said
I got up & got dressed. Did my normal routine then went back to the room.
"Now will you come back to bed?" He asked
"What time is it?" I asked
"12:30" he said
"I gotta go. I'm sorry." I said sadly
He got out of bed & hugged me
"I'll drop you off." He said
"No it's alright I have my penny board I'll skate there." I said
"No. I'm dropping you off. That's it." He said sternly
"Fine." I said
I grabbed my things & made my way downstairs.
"Buy guys! It was nice meeting you" I said hugging them
"Awwwh you're leaving?! Don't leave!" Nash
"I have to go back..sorry." I said
"Just call us if anything happens." Cameron said
"Yeah we gotchu girl" Matt said
"Haha thanks guys. I appreciate it." I said
I said bye one more time then got into the car. I'm gonna miss these guys.

After a few mins we arrived at the house. My heart started beating really fast.
"here i go." i said
"wait. I'll walk you." He said grabbing my hand
I nodded
we walked hand in hand to the front door. I rang the doorbell.
"Hey bitch" sam said
I looked down then back at Carter.
"Bye." I said
"Bye babe. Call me if anything happens. I'm here." He whispered in my ear. He kissed my cheek then left.
Right when he let go of me I immediately felt scared & lonely. I can't do this.
"Well what are you waiting for. Get in the house!" Sam yelled
I walked into the house to see all the guys on the couch
"Ayeee look who's back!" Jc said
They all got up & walked towards me.
Jc pushed me to the ground & they all started kicking me. After about 5 mins they stood me up & started punching & slapping me. They grabbed a belt & started whipping me. This lasted for 15 mins. 4 cuts...
When they finished they looked at me & smirked
"Wow haven't had a great exercise in a long time." Kian said
I laid there crying. Soon all the guys left & it was just me on the floor. A few mins later I decided to start slicing my wrist. Right when I got up off the floor sam appeared. I started crying even more. I tried to walk away but he grabbed my wrist
"Chris im sorry." He said
what the fuck?! uhm no bitch.
i shook out of his grip & ran to my room. He was following me. I closed the door before he was able to get in. I grabbed a blade & made 4 cuts. I grabbed a piece of paper & started my suicide letter. I can't deal with this abuse anymore. It just gets worse every time. Eventually to the point where they will kill me. I'm doing them a favor. I started writing :

"Hey guys. ya'll got what you wanted. im dead now! I did ya'll a favor. you're welcome. im sorry if i ever did anything to hurt you guys or whatever. idk what i did but i probably deserved everything you all did.

To Sam
Hey bro. thanks for taking care of me when you weren't abusive...I don't understand why you would do this to your own sister. I guess that's just who you are. I never saw that coming. Just letting ya know you basically killed your own sister. I'm sorry. I'm just fed up with everything. I can't deal with getting hurt everyday. I'm running out of room for cuts. I'm done with life. Goodbye.

To Jc
uhm hey dude. you happy? you basically killed someone so. yeah you should be happy. Congrats man! I don't really know what to say. I never personally knew you. So. Goodbye?

To Kian
Hey man. you were a really good friend. Idk what happened & all of a sudden you got abusive but....I got through it. now im dead. thanks for being a great friend to my brother...uhm i guess that's it. goodbye.

To Ricky
hey dude. i never knew you personally but yeah i never knew you hah. look what did you tho! aren't you proud?! you basically killed someone! Congrats! idk what else to say so bye.

To Connor
Hey con...I'm sorry. I didn't know you felt like that about me. I'm sorry I couldn't forgive you. I'm sorry if I broke your heart. Im just done with life. I can't deal with this anymore. I'm sorry. Goodbye con

To Carter
Hey. I'm sorry for leaving you. I love you but I can't do this anymore. You were a sweetheart. You helped me when no one else was able to. You took care of me. Thank you so much. I appreciate everything you've done for me. I love you. I miss you. Goodbye Carter.

To Nash , Matt & Cameron
heey guys. Thank you for helping Carter take care of me. Thank you guys for everything. Ya'll were like family to me. Ya'll took care of me. I love you guys for that. Thank you again so much. I miss you guys....goodbye. "

Right when I finished , Sam was banging on the door
"chris!!! Let me in!!!"
I cried even harder
I cut myself even more
"Guys!!! Help!!! She's not letting me in!!" Sam yelled
I heard a bunch of footsteps. They kept banging on the door. One of them ended up picking the lock. Wtf.
They walked in & saw me with the letter & blood everywhere.
"Chris...no." Sam said
My eyes started to close
"Carter...." I slowly said
"I'll call him." Jc said panicking
"Stay with me please. Don't die. I need you sis." Sam said
Then everything went black.