Bullied (o2l / viners fanfic)

Chapter 11

*christine's Pov*
I woke up to beeping noises. I opened my eyes & realized that I was in the hospital. what. i thought i was in my room. how come I'm not dead yet.
"oh my god you're awake! thank god!" I looked over to see Carter walking towards me. He's here. I smiled at him. He kissed my forehead.
"I missed you." I said
"I missed you too cutie." He said smiling
"Look who else is here" he said gesturing to Nash , Matt & Cameron
"Awwh. I missed you guys so much." I said
"We missed you too chris" they said smiling
"Thank you guys...for being my family." I said
Just then sam & the guys walked in.
I froze.
I grabbed Carter's hand.
"Carter..." I said slowly
He looked at me & held my hand tightly
"Chris! Oh my god! You're alive! Thank god!" Sam said rushing over to me
I moved closer to Carter
Sam had a sad look on his face.
"Uhm aye Carter can you guys leave the room for a little bit." Jc said
"No! Carter stay pls" I said
"No. Carter leave. We need to talk to her." Kian said
Carter looked at me with a sad face.
He left the room with Nash , Cameron & Matt.
Once they left I started crying.
sam & the guys came up to me surrounding my bed.
"Get away from me please" I said crying
"Christine. why did you do this to yourself?" Jc asked
"Are you fucking kidding me?! Are you srsly asking why?!" I yelled
They just stood there. still waiting for an answer.
"YOU GUYS FUCKING ABUSED ME FOR 3 YEARS. DO YOU REALLY THINK I CAN GO ON WITH MY LIFE WHEN YOU GUYS ARE HURTING ME EVERYDAY MAKING STARVE TO DEATH?! I JUST moved in with ya'll & ya'll would start giving me daily beatings. Ya'll went too far when you started whipping me. I never knew my life would lead up to this. It's your fucking fault why im like this. Especially you sam. You're my brother. I didn't know you would hurt your own flesh & blood. That's something I wasn't expecting. You're fucking lucky I never called the police. smh. im done." I said
They all stood there shocked & crying.
"Chris...I'm sor-" sam said but I interrupted him
"You're fucking funny for thinking im gonna forgive you. Any of you." I said
Sam tried to grab my hand but I moved it.
"Where's Carter" I asked
"Why are you always looking for him?!" Jc asked
"Srsly?! He's the one that took care of me! He actually cared for me! Along with Nash , Matt & Cameron. They're family to me..." I said mumbling the last part.
"I'm your family" sam said
"We may be flesh & blood but you never respected me. You never really took care of me the way a big brother was supposed to." I said
He sat there crying.
"Chris I'm sorry....we're all so sorry. We have no idea why we would abuse you like that." Kian said
Jc & them nodded in agreement
I rolled my eyes.
"It's been done & there's nothing else you can do about it." I said
They all just sat there. I eventually got tired & bored so I tried to sleep. Once my eyes closed I heard the guys talking.
"Why did we ever abuse her?" Ricky asked
"I don't know...I really regret it tho...she's beautiful." Jc said
"She is..." Kian said
"Guys. Stop. You guys wouldn't have a chance with her anyways cause she hates you. she hates us." Sam said
"hah damn right." I mumbled
"What? I thought you were sleeping..." Kian said awkwardly
"I tried to. what are you guys still doing here anyways? Where's Carter & them?" I asked
"They went home. I told them to go home. We'll watch you tonight since you are coming home with us." Sam said
I started crying. I still don't trust them.
"Why are you crying?" Jc asked
"Do you really think I wanna go back home?!" I asked
they got quiet again. i didn't wanna go back home. no.
"you know Carter already has a girlfriend?" Sam asked
"what..." I asked shocked
"yeah...im sorry." he said
I laid there. Just thinking. Wow. What a life. I need my own apartment. Or at least go on a little vacay.
"Hey chris..we're gonna get dinner. Do ya want anything?" Sam asked
I glared at him & he got the hint. Good job sam.
They all left & I just stayed on my phone. I decided to text Nash
C-Nash!!!
N-Chris!!! How are you girl?
C-not so good. going home with the guys tmrw)':
N-awww no! come live with us!
C-i wish but i kinda don't want to.
N-why? don't you love me?!
C-haha awwh I do love ya bro! But Carter...sam told me he has a girlfriend.
N-oh...you heard about that?
C-yup. How long?
N-almost 2 weeks...
C-oh wow..uhm it's okay i kinda just wanna have my own apartment or at least take a little vacation.
N-if you're going somewhere can i come
C-haha of course!
N-YAY! Adventure!!
C-fuck yeah! lmao aye im kinda tired. goodnight ! love ya!<3
N-goodnight boo love ya too!

once i put my phone down i was out like a light.