" Somewhere only we know" (Lesbian Story)

I hate you!

Scarlette's p.o.v
Jen had driven me home and put me in bed. She put some steri strips on my head to close it and stop it bleeding. She wanted to take me to hospital, but I didn't want to go, instead I promised if it still hurt tomorrow she could take me. She left shortly after obviously getting the hint that I wanted to be alone.

I just led on the bed staring at the ceiling. 'Wtf was that?!' I kept asking myself allowed. I couldn't stop crying since it happened a few hours ago, I felt so betrayed and hurt. I need to go to sleep I thought to myself. Maybe it will make sense in the morning, I doubt it but it might.

I slowly sat up and got up off my bed. Grabbing some face wipes off my dresser to take my make up off, which was now smudged all over my face from all the crying. As I was wiping it off looking in the mirror I caught a glimpse of the scar and the dried blood all around. I instantly felt angry, it's all your fault I said mentally talking to the cancer. You've fucked everything !!

I peeled my eyes of myself in the mirror and looked down to clear my head and calm down. That's when I noticed the corner of a see through bag in the same drawer I just got the face wipes from. I slowly picked it up and held it in front of me. You would help I said to the bag of cocaine I just found. Then I threw it back down. No you won't I corrected myself having an argument in my own head. I paced around the room in a circle still arguing with myself in my own head.

What does it matter if I did take it? 'Urmm everything you've worked for would be for nothing' I scolded myself. 'Everything you've worked for was for aster, and she's left you ...... for katie..... again!' 'Just fuck off' I screamed at myself. I need to make it stop all these feelings are to much. I walked over to the dresser and racked up a line and snorted it up before I could question myself again.

I instantly regretted it, but at the same time instantly felt better. I wondered giggling to myself back over to the bed and laid down. Just letting my brain wonder into its own happy little world.

I must have dozed of because the next thing I knew it was pitch black and I was being woken up by two arms wrapping around me gently from behind. I groggily turned over to see what was going on. Thats when I saw her tear stained face looking back at me, her blue eyes catching the only light in the room from the moon and shinning from all her crying. That's when all the memories of the nights events came rushing back. She gently lifted her hand and stroked my face with her phumb ' I'm so sorry scar ' she whispered barely audible.

I almost melted she seemed so sad and deflated, but then I felt the headache and remembered just how cruel she was and who she stayed with! 'You hit me aster, you fucking hit me!! And left me for katie.... again! Get your hands off of me!' I screamed nocking her hand off my face. I went to sit up but just as I did. She grabbed my wrists pulling me back down to her. 'Stop it scar, just stop! I'm so sorry... I fucking love you. I'm not letting this be it, one stupid fucking mistake, please' she begged me with her eyes. 'Stop it' I whispered back at her before trying to sit back up.

But once again before I could she flung her hole body on top of me cupping my face with her hands and very gently kissing me. 'Get off' I said muffled by her lips and pushing at her chest to stop. She grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head. 'Stop scar, stop fighting me' she looked me in the eyes before slowly leaning back down and kissing my lips. 'Aster seriously get the fuck off of me' I said trying to yank my wrist away from her. But she paid no attention and started slowly trailing kisses down my neck which caused me to shiver. I couldn't help it, I just started crying all hate left me and I just went back to heartbroken.

She must have noticed because she stopped kissing my neck and cupped one side of my face with her hand and gently kissed my lips, 'shh, I'm so sorry baby I love you so much' I could feel her tears falling on my face, she was obviously crying too. Seeing her so vulnerable I couldn't help but stroke her cheek with my now free hand and kiss her back. Something deep inside of me couldn't stand seeing her upset, and needed to make her feel better. She obviously appreciated it because she kissed me back passionately both of us still crying. One of her hands found the bottom of my shirt and slowly stroked up my bare skin underneath it till it found my breast and gently squeezed it. I softly moaned into her lips. She broke the kiss and lent back to look me in the eyes, slowly tugging at my top. I sat up slightly so she could lift it above my head. After she flung my shirt off to the side of the bed her hand found its way to the back of my neck pulling me closer to her and she slowly started to kiss me again.

It felt amazing but It was taking to long I was hungry for her, I needed her! I appreciate she was trying to be gentle and tender after what had happened but I just wanted to feel her! I broke from the kiss and lent up to her ear. 'I want you inside me, I need to feel close to you' I panted In her ear before falling back in the bed. She sat there looking me in the eyes lovingly for a few moments obviously a bit taken back by my request, but before I new it she was back on top of me kissing me so passionately I couldn't help but moan, and I could feel her hands tugging on my jeans for entrance.

Hey guys :) so beginning of a sex scene in this chapter. 5 likes 2 comments and I will try to make it a lot more detailed and longer than my others. Thanks x