Different But Loved

Chapter 30

Have you ever have that feeling when you're with someone you love.  Like you hear the voice of your boyfriend after about two days of not talking to each other.

The butterflies start to burst inside you and all you want to do is just listen to him talk? That feeling. I feel it but at the moment I'm scared. I don't know if I should hide or tell him to back off.

"Maya! Come here now!" He yelled at me.

"She will not be going no where with you." Jason pushed me back.

There were men surrounding us with guns. All this made me remember Darwin. He always had men surrounding me with guns but they always had them pointed down and not towards me.

I watch as the man who kept yelling at Jason point his gun up at him getting a bit closer. "Iwan stand down!" A man yell at him but he didn't listen. "Iwan stand down or I will make you!"

'I love you.' He whisper to me as he mold our bodies together. 'I love you and our baby.'

'Dont believe anything says to Maya.' Jason hugged me, kissing my cheek. 'They will only hurt you.'

'Im sorry Mr. and Mrs. White there isnt really anything for me to do. She must learn how to speak in her own time. Have patience with her.' I watched my mom cry on my dad shoulder. They dont want me. They hate me because I killed her.

'Do you remember the men who did this to you Maya?' The officer asked me. I wanted to say yes but I was afraid. What if they found me? 'Maya, we need you to answer the question.' He told me.

'Mommy!' Her yells made the hairs on my neck stand. 'This is all your fault.' He said as he burned my arms. I felt wet in between my legs. 'stop' I yell. Please dont hurt her!

'Maya! Please can we go to the park?' The girl looked at me with puppy dog eyes. 'Mom already said no Sophie.' I told her. 'But Maya! Its just down the street! Please.' She said once more but this time she had tears in her eyes. 'Fine.'

Pain. Pain. Pain. When does it all end?

'Its not your fault.'

"Yes, it is!" I scream making everyone stop. "Its all my fault." I began to hit my head. "Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!" I scratch myself, just a tad of blood appearing.

"Maya!" Jason yells as he grabs my arms for me to stop. "Maya look at me!" He yells. "Every little thing is going to be alright."

In those words, he just said, it did. He was the only thing I could see. He kneeled in one knee as he grabbed my shoulders. Yellow in the back ground as if it was a lava lamp. This comfort was all I wished for.

Those words where the last thing we both heard before she died. We went to the park and a group of men came passing by playing that song.

Sophie sang it as she sung on the swing.

'If mom gets mad at you, just think of this song okay. Dont worry about a thing, cause every little thing is going be alright.'

"Smile with the rising sun." I sang as I could hear her voice too. She was singing with me. I laughed at her, while closing my eyes.

Boom!

There was a loud gun shot and all I remember was falling to my side. My eyes still close but there was a pain in my neck. I felt something warm running down my nose.

The high pitch ring still ringing in my ear.

I felt a small pain but when I open my eyes I saw her.

Sophie.

"Lets go play Maya! They have a park here too!" She said as she grabbed my arm. "Your baby is here too!" She giggled. "He wants to see you but he's too shy." I felt tears in my eyes as she said this. "Maya dont worry. Everything is safe here. We dont have to worry. You dont have to worry." She stood tall. I watch her grow up. She seem to be my age. "We can grow old here and never die." She laughed. and I watch her go back to the age we played at the park.

Sophie.

Sophie was never my cousin.

Sophie was my sister.

My baby sister.

"Maya come over here." I looked at Sophie as tears fell I felt so happy. "Just look over there." She pointed to a hill top where a willow tree stood at. It was excally where Iwan asked Lorenzo to take me.

I walked over to it and watched as a little boy ran behind the tree, hiding his entire body. I could hear him giggle witch made me smile. He had the most beautiful laugh.

"Hey come here." I said and he peeked behind the tree. He has grey eyes like mine and brown hair. Two huge dimples on both cheeks. He looked to be five years. "Hey baby what's your name?" I asked and he smiled at me.

He stepped away from the tree and started to make his way towards me. His hair was so thick and beautiful as he wored a white shirt that had blue flowers with brown pants.

"My name is Dmitri."

Iwans POV.

My eyes winded as my heart died in me. Her body was tense as blood spilled from her neck. Her eyes closed.

The pain. This pain.

"No!" I sobbed. "Call the damn doctor!" I yelled as I pushed Jason away from her.

"Baby please dont leave me." I pulled her up against my chest. "Please, please dont leave me." I could taste my own salty tears for the girl I love.

My girl, the woman I promised to take care of, the queen of my life,

I watch my father, his tears still in his eyes but release as he heard the words he wished he would never hear..

"IF SHE DIES, IM DEAD AS WELL." I held the gun close to my head. Every one of my men tense and ran to who knows where.

My dad just kept talking to me but I mute him out. I wasnt going to live in pain like he does. I want to be with her.

"Shoot him!" Were the last words I heard from Richard.

I turn to see Lan point a gun at me. A dart to be more specific.

I raised my hand up to kill him before he would put me to sleep like an animal but it was too late.

I felt the needed at my arm but I was too slow to remove it.

"I will kill you all!" I yell as I looked at Maya. Her face now pale. "I will kill you all!"

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EDITED 07/02/2017