Falling For You (A Malum Fan-Fiction) DISCONTINUED

Chapter 28

          THERE IS A PICTURE AND A SONG TO GO WITH THIS CHAPTER. IT'S ON THE SIDE. :D

Chapter Twenty Eight-

          Three words fit this situation perfectly. Three words and two sentences. Three words in each sentence. "I'm a dick," and "Ashlynn's a whore."

          "Caitlynn." I pleaded again for the millionth time- or that's what it has felt like- and gently touched her arm.

          "Please go away." She whispered turning away from me.

          "Caitlynn." I sighed. "I didn't start it, but I did go with it. I'm so sorry. Okay? I'm a dick. I get it."

          "I know you didn't start it." She snapped. "You knew I was dating her. That wasn't the first time it happened either."

          I groaned in frustration. I didn't blame her for being pissed off with me. I didn't blame her one bit.

          Not only is Caitlynn pissed off with me, but everyone else is too. Even Kayla.

          "Come on." I pleaded. "I'm so sorry. What I did was wrong. Really wrong, and I'm a dick. I hate myself for it. Not only have I messed everything up with you, but with everyone else as well. Calum refuses to talk to me, to look at me, and everyone else is ignoring me. Only Ashton has been comforting me. It hurts so fucking much. I don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose anyone."

          "Give me some time." She whispered pushing past me, walking to her room.

          I growled pulling at my hair.

          I wish I could drink. I'd drink so fucking much right now. I'd drink until I was drunk. I'd drink until I would throw up. I'd drink until I forgot everything.

          I fucking hate myself so much right now.

          "Dude." Ashton walked up behind me wrapping his arms around me. "Calm down."

          I went limp in his arms. I couldn't feel my body. I couldn't even feel my heart beating anymore.

          It hurt so much. Everything hurt so much.

          I felt like I was slowly dying.

          That's the only thing I could feel.

Calum

          "I can't believe him." I growled throwing things everywhere. "Why would he do this?!"

          "Calum." Luke warned as he grabbed the glass cup out of my hand. "Calm down. Don't break everything. You need time to yourself. I'm sure he didn't mean it. He probably just missed your touch."

          "Missed my touch?" I laughed bitterly. "He almost fucked Ashlynn. I knew something was going on between them. I should have never trusted him when he told me he'd never cheat on me again."

          "He didn't cheat on you!" Luke yelled. "You broke things off with him."

          I froze. I broke things off with him?

          "No I didn't.." I whispered. "I never did."

          "You sent him a text you asshole."

          "No I didn't!" I cried out. I pulled my phone out of my back pocket and opened my Messages app up.

                    To Michael</3: Hey babe.