Dark Poetry

I'm done....

I know I said this before
Said it to myself
But this time it's true
I'm done with all the pain
I'm done with every struggle

Don't get me wrong
I love you
You're my family
But I can't handle you
We are drifting
Farther and farther
I don't wanna cry
I don't want you to cry
But since I've left
There has been so much compromise

I just don't want this life
For you or me
When it's right for me
It's wrong for you
There is always a struggle

We find the middle and choose
You or me
Why do we have to choose
Why does one of us have to suffer

I love our little chats
And our deep discussions
But our tears I cannot handle
Even when we say goodnight
I cry myself to sleep all night

So now I have to say it's over
The middle ground has crumbled
I cannot stand here
I cannot fall
Please understand when I say
Only one of us can be here

Nothing is the same
We knew it would change
But we had no clue how hard
Our lives would be
It's either you or me
And I choose you
So have fun and I'll miss you

I cannot crumble
There's nothing to hold onto anymore
Neither of us shall die
From holding on too tight
So I let go and leave you
It's all just to save you

So right here right now
I say goodbye
Goodbye my dear sister
I hope to see you one day
I love you and goodbye....