Strings and Chains (The Frey, #1)

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Strings & Chains

Chapter 1

I looked at my boyfriend's eyes. He was too damn happy seeing me naked. I smiled when he kissed me on my neck. I moaned when he suddenly cupped my breasts. Damn, this was too hot! I waited for this and so was he. This was our night, our precious night. His kiss trailed on my cleavage down to my precious one. His lips touched it and holy molly! I felt like my body was boiling in a damn pot. I felt like I was the one being cooked.

He removed his boxers and I saw his huge buddy. I licked my lips and bit it. He was too damn sexy!

"Ready for this, Maru?"

"Yes, I am so ready."

He spread my legs and made a debut inside my precious.

But there was something wrong. I was excited at first, but now, as he thrust his thing inside me, while I hear him groaning, why was there no pain? I did enjoy it. I was so wet and cummed several times. Matt was good. But I was confused.

"Are you sure that was your first time?" tanong sa akin ni Matt pagkatapos naming magtalik.

"Yes, why?" tanong ko sa kanya pabalik.

"You did not bleed," sagot niya sa akin kaya napatingin ako sa sheets ng kama. No blood. No damn blood.

"That's normal. Hindi lahat ng babae nagb-bleed for their first time," sagot ko naman sa kanya.

"But..." I looked at Matt. Iniwas niya ang tingin niya sa 'kin.

"Look, Maru. You were so damn hot. And... you're beautiful. It's just- I don't believe that I am your first."

Madaling nagsalubong ang kilay ko sa sinabi niya. I was also confused! I didn't know why I didn't felt any pain and why I didn't bleed! But to accuse me of something like this?

"How could say that? Sinasabi mo bang sinungaling ako? I never did it to anyone. You are the only man in my life. So how come na hindi 'to ang first time ko? We've been together for three years, alam mo sex life ko. In fact, tigang na ako!"

"Look, I'm sorry, babe. It's just-- You know what, forget about that I said."

Pero nasabi mo na.

Napapikit na lamang ako at madaling tumayo. "So you are assuming that I was not a virgin anymore just because I didn't bleed? Something's f-cking wrong with your brain. Fix it. Sayang."

Natahimik saglit si Matt at napabuntong-hininga. "Look, Maru, it doesn't matter if I am your first or not."

"It does matter!" sigaw ko sa kanya. Kumukulo na dugo ko sa inis! This was my first time! He was my first! How could he say that to me? Dahil hindi ako nagdugo? For pete's sake, mag-aral ka nga ng reproductive system! Ang kinaiinisan ko, pinagmumukha niya akong hindi na virgin nang magsex kami! Tangina! Ihinanda ko 'to para sa kanya! Tapos sasabihin niyang hindi na ako virgin nang magsex kami dahil hindi lang ako nagdugo?

I am also confused about why I didn't bleed and why I didn't feel pain. But I am so sure that this was my first and so was he!

"Paano mo nasabing hindi na ako virgin? Putangina, Matt. Hinanda ko 'tong gabi para sa 'yo! Sa 'yo lang! Kung hindi ikaw ang una ko, tangina, sino? Multo? Multo nakakuha ng virginity ko?"

"Maru, c'mon, it doesn't matter. Come back here."

Hindi ako bumalik sa kuwarto at nagkulong lang sa banyo. Humiga ako sa bath tub. I spent my night here in his tub at hindi sa tabi niya. I was supposed to be at his side. Pero paano ako tatabi sa lalaking pinaghihinalaan ang virginity ko? It doesn't matter? Well, it does! Dahil nagsasabi ako ng totoo na virgin pa ako bago ako makipagtalik sa kanya!