New Beginnings

Chapter 11

Here I am in this handsome strangers bed. Naked. Still feeling high on euphoria. But yet I feel like I've cheated on Daniel. All I want is Daniel. This man beside me is gorgeous and handsome and he wants me! So why do I want Daniel? I question I've asked myself for the last couple days. This man beside me isn't my Danny. Meryl took my Danny. I feel the urge to go back to Florida and beat her ass again. But of course I wouldn't go. Hell, I actually left. Ha. I didn't think I could but I did. And now I have a 22 year old boyfriend that's young enough to be my son, maybe even grandson. If I could I would ravish him anytime of the day. But yet I can't because Daniel is on my mind. I can't sleep. I get up go to the livingroom. I get my phone off charge and start going through my photos to pass time. Jasmine. I feel tears prick my eyes. Oh I miss her I told her all my secrets. We were like best friends. Now, she's gone. Gone way before her time was up. She was kidnapped 5 years ago. Everyone figures that she's dead including me. I wanna cry. I need her. Jasmine and I had a deep connection. She'd be 21 today. Hell, I would've taken her out and had a blast. I'm so tired, yet I can't sleep. These dreams I've been having where I'm there when Jasmine is being raped is just horrible. I don't know I just want and need her. I decide to go lay back down and as soon as I do Dylan wraps him arm around me and puts his face in my neck.
"Beautiful." He whispers sleepily. All I've wanted is curled up beside me. Why can't I be happy? Obviously because it isn't the man I want this from. Daniel. Oh god. Daniel. I keep imagining Meryl blowing him during our conversation and it just pisses me off to the point where I wanna go back to Florida just to punch her. I get a text from Sarah.
Sarah: took a while but heres the photo.
Jess:ty youre the greatest!
Meryl had a black eye,swollen lip, and what looked to be a fractured nose. Damn. I'm good. I quietly giggle. Revenge is sweet. Now to only go back to Florida tomorrow and find out what is just gonna go down.