a morning after the night it rained hard, where under it two eyes meet and both was rendered speechless.
she looked at the mug of hot chocolate, unmoving. she was distant to the guy who is in front of her. in front of her in a 6 seaters table it is.
"i scared you last night, didn't i?"
she nodded and finally raised her head and did it multiple times. tears flowing now.
"i'm crazy, i hate it. i'm sorry. i'm sorry."
she started sobbing now as she watched her older brother pulling his hair like a crazy maniac. she stood up and hugged him. she can't just sit there and watch him hurt himself.
"don't. stop saying sorry now. it's okay i understand."
she was scared of that crazy monster coming out of him every now and then but she feared what he might do when he's in a normal state.
she fears of him giving up.
and even if it means she'll be drowning, no regrets she'll be his anchor.
