she can't help but to feel guilty of making him believe she was now okay. she doesn't want him to treat her like that, like she was worth everything to him.
and the thing she knew makes her want to spill it all out than slowly be eaten inside.
was she lying not only to him but to herself too? is she just using him to elevate herself from the deep hole she dug herself into?
but when he hugged her, her smile fades because she realized she liked him too and there was the genuine happiness blossoming in her chest.
she's scared about the feelings. no, she's not scared about it. she was terrified she'll transform him into someone like her.
but deep inside she hope it'll work.
she wished it will.
