Should I commit suicide tonight?
I love him.
But he will never notice me.
Does he know?
He's the reason I cry myself to sleep.
He loves her.
I guess I can see why...
So he's perfect in every way...
No flaws.
No blemishes on her perfect reputation.
My one and only dream;
To be with him.
But he doesn't understand
Just how he really means to me.
I wish he could see
How much it hurts to see them together.
He sets foot in my dreams,
Every night.
I miss him when he's gone.
I want him to be mine.