Epiphany.

The Longest Night Of My Life.

Do you even know how much I miss you?,
Oh how bad I wish you knew.
Tossing and turning on the bed, restless,
Thing about you, I'm a big mess.
Although, it's just been a couple hours since I last talked with you,
The night is dragging on so slow, all I can do is mew.
The thing which I miss the most about you, is your 'I love you's',
To many of my drawings, you're my muse.
Trust me, this is the longest night of my life,
I'd rather cut it out of my life with a big thick knife.
My eyes lingered on the wall which was concrete,
The light flickering, imitates my dull heart ache.
The thunder booming and the cold air nipping at my exposed skin,
I miss how in our 'I love you more' fights, you'd always win.
Lightening strikes, and the cold wind blows around me,
I'm missing you so baby, I wish you could see.
The weather right now, describes what I'm feeling, the best,
Maybe this is for me, a test?
To know, if I love you truly,
My heart is gaining victory in behaving cruelly.
Maybe this is called true love,
Whines and sobs coming out of my mow.
But now I think, maybe I love you more than you do,
I'm new to this 'love' thing, I still have no clue.
About this, I didn't want anybody to know,
And so I gave them a fake smile and walked to and fro.
-r.f.

Verryyyy old poem! Tbh I cringed while reading this 😝 but vote if you didn't like this poem 😉 and comment how you feel about it 💕