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jungkook, jealous (i)

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it's been like this for weeks now. here you are for the 4th time this week screaming at your boyfriend over something petty.

this time was because your boyfriend, jungkook, accused you of cheating with your best friend, jimin.

"what were you doing hugging him?!" he screamed.

"something happened in his family! what's wrong with comforting him?! you know he's my best friend!" you yelled back at him, tears beginning to form in your eyes. 

"everything is wrong with that! you're such a whore! you already have a boyfriend yet your trying to get in someone else's pants!" he said while pacing around the room.

you knew jungkook was jealous at times, but this was seriously going too far. all of this, over a hug?

you tried not to let the tears fall from your eyes - his accusations were too much too handle, why didn't he believe you? why was he being so harsh? you didn't understand why your relationship had to be like this, especially when it used to be so perfect before.

"well maybe if my own boyfriend comforted me and loved me then I wouldn't need to go to my best friend!" you spat back, not thinking straight.

jungkook hadn't shown you any affection over the last couple of months. if he had talked to you about his feelings, then you could've sorted it out or even broken it off before any of you got hurt, but what had shocked you the most was when you felt a sharp sting on your cheek. 

he had slapped you.

you cupped your cheek letting all the tears flow. you knew your relationship was going downhill, but you didn't know it would come to this point where he would actually put his hands on you.

you look up and your eyes meet. his emotionless eyes contrasted to your teary ones. jungkook stood there as if he had done nothing wrong.

after all these years you had been together, after all the times you cuddled while watching movies, after all the times you talked about your future - did none of that mean nothing to him? he was the one that had confessed to you, so why was he being like this? whatever the reason was, you had enough.

"l-lets b-break up jungkook" you managed to say between your sniffles.

"what?" he looked at you with wide eyes and stood completely still.

"i can't deal with this anymore. you accuse me of being a cheater and don't consider my feelings at all anymore. our relationship is just arguing and now you've become physical. it hurts me jungkook to see us become like this; it really does." your heart aches as you finally said the truth outloud.

"ok." he replied with a blank stare. you stared at him in shock - was you that easy to let go? you stood there completely frozen as you watch him pack his bags with all of his clothes. he heads towards the door and stops.

"y/n, i stopped loving you long ago" he says without even looking back. the house that was once filled with memories and laughter was deadly silent. he opened the door and dragged the suitcase out of the house, closing the door behind him.

you stare at the door in disbelief and sadness - what did you do wrong? you thought to yourself.

slowly make your way into your bedroom and his scent still lingered in the air, instantly making you break down into more tears, if that was even possible.

you reached into your pocket to grab your phone with shaky hands and called your best friend, jimin.

"h-hello?" your voice croaked.

"hello? y/n? what's wrong?" he asked in a concerned tone.

"c-can you come o-over?" your voice trembled as you walk past all the photo frames of yours and jungkook's first date together.

"ok y/n i'll be there in a sec, hold o-" 

you hang up without replying as you suddenly begin to hyperventilate and feel nauseous. you run towards the bathroom and throw up in the toilet. 

your breaths become shallow and your vision starts to fade. as your weak body grabs onto the side of the bathtub, you begin to lose all consciousness and you collapse onto the cold floor letting the darkness consume you. 

the last thing you heard was someone banging on the door.

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