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jin, betrayal (ii)

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jin pov

i look around for y/n. she hasn't been in school for a week now, her mother calls in everyday to say she's sick, but I know the truth about her.

i wanted to apologise to her about the disgusting things i've done like spreading them secrets around school and trying to get revenge by seducing her classmate.

i felt angry and i was blinded by it because she rejected me, but now i feel guilty, knowing she was probably just scared.

after school i head to her mother's house, more like mansion, and buzz in at the gate.

"hello? who is this?" i could here y/n's mother's croaky voice, my blood boiled at her voice, knowing the things she had done.

"hi, i'm jin, y/n's friend, is she inside?"

"e-erm n-no she's not inside, she's gone out for a bit." i can tell that she was lying, which made me more worried. i played along with it, pretending to believe her lies.

"ok, thanks anyway"

i go to the side of the house and climb over the fence, y/n told me that this is the only spot that isn't picked up by CCTV cameras, she sneaks out from time to time.

i see that y/n's window is open and a pungent smell is coming from it, what is she doing?

as I climb up the pipe, the smell becomes so strong I nearly threw up, but I keep on climbing.

"y/n?" you whisper, but loudly.

i crawl through the window and the sight that i saw sickened me to the core.

y/n was on the floor with blood every where and bruises all over her lifeless body.

i look at her motionless body trying not to gag at the smell. tears well up in my eyes; this was all my fault.

i see a letter on her desk neatly folded. i carefully unfold it and read it.

dear jin,

if you're reading this then I'm probably long gone, either i've killed myself or my mother has come and beat me to death.

i've decided to do this to myself because of the immense pain i have been feeling recently, i've disappointed myself and others around me. especially you Jin.

i let my tears fall onto the letter as my name was mentioned, no way did she disappoint me one bit. i carry on reading the letter.

i'm sorry jin for not being the best friend you wanted. you gave me everything i ever wanted and all i made you was worry because I told you my deepest secrets.

i wanted to be your girlfriend, but i was scared. scared that of we broke up, you'd leave me for good and I'd be all alone.

anyways, I hope you find happiness with my classmate - please treat her well and remember that i'll always love you.

from the girl that dearly appreciates and loves you,

y/n.

my hands grip the edges of the paper. i take out my phone and call the police - y/n will get justice.

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a month had passed and a lot has changed - y/n's mother was arrested for life due to murdering y/n and her little brother.

as for me, i think about y/n everyday and regret my actions deeply. however, if she was here right now she'd want me to be happy, so i live my life to the fullest as if y/n was by my side.

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