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jimin, toy (i)

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you was his toy, tool, backup plan, everything that he used.

jimin had initially come up to you in school and after getting to know each other, he asked you to become his girlfriend.

of course you said yes because of the feelings that blossomed inside you and he felt the same way too, or so you thought. 

you was the happiest girl in the world, he gave you everything and more; cuddles and kisses everyday, gifts, dates and more. 

the way he would meet you in the morning for school everyday, the way he would hold you close when another guy looked at you and you loved the way he used to not give a shit about anyone else when he was with you.

but all good things has to come to an end and you started to notice the little things he did all the time, like he used to not be in the mood for kisses and cuddles one minute, but then he'd suddenly kiss you in the middle of the hallway or he'd always be on the phone when he's with you alone, but in public he'd be all romantic again.

this became more and more clearer the more you spent time with him, then one morning, everything changed.

it was one rainy friday morning, and jimin hadn't come to meet you to walk to school yet. you had texted and called him multiple times, yet still no response. 

you had just thought that he got dropped off by his mother or something and forgot his phone at home, but why didn't he text you to let you know? 

it was getting late so you rushed to school with your pink umbrella and arrived just on time.

you wandered the hallways a bit before class, looking for jimin. he was no where to be seen and you began to grow worried - what if something happened to him?

you then saw his bright orange hair from a distant, you sighed a breath of relief and ran to him, then you stopped when you saw something unexpected. 

he was talking to a girl you didn't know.

you examined the girl, you'd seen her a couple of times in the corridor, but you never really took notice because jimin would kiss you right after.

while you were hiding behind the locker, you eavesdropped on their conversation.

"jimin, i know your dating her to make me jealous!" she shouted

you stood their in shock - she must be talking about you, but what did she mean?

"oh no my secrets exposed" he said in a very obvious sarcastic manner. "it's so clear, i'm still surprised she hasn't caught on"

you didn't even realise but a few tears slid out and you made a few whimpers. you covered your mouth to make less noise.

"is it working then? am i making you jealous?" he says in a seductive manner to the girl while he leans down.

"what do you think?" she says while slowly closing her eyes.

you couldn't even bare to watch anymore, so you walked away from the scene. you didn't even have the energy to run, but still, nobody noticed.

it was raining, but you didn't care, you even forgot your umbrella you brought this morning. 

you walked in the rain while crying. the mixture of the rain and your tears rolled down your cheek. 

how could you have been so blind? it was so obvious like he said. 

once you were home, you went straight to your bedroom and locked the door. your parents were at work so you could sit in your misery the whole day.

after crying and thinking about what jimin had done, your phone pinged signalling you had received a message. 

you turned your phone on and the screen hurt you eyes because of the tears in your eyes. as your eyes adjusted to the brightness, you realised it was from jimin.

chimchim<3 sent you a message

the nickname you gave him you once found cute & funny, had now disgusted you.

you opened the message and it read,

 chimchim<3
hey babe, how come you didn't come in school today?xx

you couldn't cry, the tears from your body had been drained.

it was vile how casual he was talking when he full well knew that he was using you as his toy, to get back at his ex.

you sat in the darkness of your room thinking about his actions. a part of you wanted to feel that all those 'i love you's and kisses weren't all fake and that he did love you at one point, but the way he looked at his ex seemed completely different, like he was another person.

you grabbed your phone and decided to text him back.

you
jimin?

chimchim<3
yeah babe?x

you
who was that girl you was talking to this morning?
seen at 08:04

he didn't reply for a long time, you started to wonder what he was thinking.

is he shocked that you saw him? or is he finally glad he can break up and get back with his ex?

you get impatient and suddenly your phone pinged again. you expected it to be jimin, but it an unknown number. you looked at the profile picture and realised it was the girl from earlier.

jimin's ex
haha, are you sad he used you because of me? he said he wants to be with me now, so back off now would you?

you stare at your phone. 

tears slowly dripped onto your phone. you've sacrificed a lot of things that were precious to you to be with jimin and you were used as a tool to get his ex back? 

you lock your screen and you try to think of ways you can get back at him, there was no reason crying anymore over spilled milk.

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