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hoseok, secrets

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it's always been the three of you. you, hoseok and yeri. you were all best friends since diapers, you've been with them at their worst and they've been with you at all times.

hoseok really helped you through your depression, you even nick named him 'j-hope' since he dishes out hope to everyone. 

due to his charms, it was inevitable feelings would bloom and that certainly happened. 

you remember the day when you came to a realisation of your own feelings and ever since then, your life was turned upside down.

you was quite content with the position you was in. you was best friends with your crush after all, most girls would kill for that to happen.

the only person you trusted with your feelings were yeri, she knew exactly how you felt about hobi. 

however, as the days went by, you started to pick up on things. 

less and less plans were made between the three of you, hobi and yeri were becoming more secretive and yeri became uncomfortable every time you talked about your feelings. 

you felt like an outcast when it came to the three of you.

you was sat on my bed bored out of your mind, so you decided to call yeri and hobi to make plans, since you haven't been out together in a while, you called yeri first.

"hi y/n, what's up?" yeri said on the the other side of the phone.

"oh nothing, just decided to call to see if you wanted to hang out? it's been a while since we all went out together you know." 

"o-oh, well the thing i-is.. sorry y/n I can't today." she stuttered. you sighed, this was the 3rd time this week she had declined your offer.

"oh okay, that's fine, we can hang out next time."

"that's good, erm bye then" 

"bye, see you in school"

weird.. she seemed nervous for some reason.

you didn't have time to call hobi because your mom shouted you from downstairs. 

"y/n! come downstairs please!" she yells.

you go downstairs to see some bags on the table. 

"oh y/n, would you mind if you go over to mrs. jung's house to take some food over? she said she might not be in, so if no one answers just head right in and place them in the dining room, okay?" she explains while preparing for dinner.

"yeah, that's fine" you said while picking up the bags. 

"thanks, and come home safely!"

"i will!" you shut the door and start heading to hobi's house, your heart races whenever you think of him. this could be a chance where you could invite him to hang out as well.

he only lived 15 minutes away, so It wasn't that much of a walk. you knock on the door and no answer, you knock again and the same response.

remembering what your mother said, you walked in and went to the dining room to place the bags.

naturally, you went to go check up on hoseok, so you headed upstairs. halfway up you hear strange noises coming from his bedroom.

"hoseok i love you" 

"I love you too"  

you stare at his bedroom door in terror, you knew those voices, but your mind was rejecting the thought.