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yoongi, new girl (i)

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it was hard seeing your boyfriend care for another woman besides yourself. it had been a couple of months now when you started to hear the name 'hani' come out of his name more often. 

it all started when he mentioned a new girl started working at his job place. you didn't think anything of it at the time because you trusted him with all if my heart and what's a random girl going to do anyway?

then it progressed to yoongi cancelling more and more plans due to 'work' related activities. you shrugged it off thinking he was just trying to get paid more for himself and you, but when you noticed his pay hadn't had risen even after all the extra hours, you felt something was off. 

after a couple of weeks of 'extra work' he started to leave home at random times of the day, sometimes in the middle of the night, or sometimes in plain sight with a simple 'bye' or 'i'll be back soon'.

you had a high fever when he got a call from someone. you groggily opened you eyes to see him talking on the phone.

'yeah i'll be over soon, yeah -ok, i'll be there in 5 minutes babe' 

your felt your heart crush in a million pieces, your whole world stopped spinning. who knew one word could change the way you see the man you adored with your whole heart to a man that disgusted you? 

he left the house without saying a word while you lay in bed with your pounding head and tear filled eyes. the pillow soaked your sadness while all the unanswered questions were finally answered.

 the way he'd refuse to give you his password to his phone, the way he came home with red marks on his neck, but playing it off like it was his collar rubbing against his neck; and being the stupid person you were believed every word because you was blinded by your love for him.

even though you felt like you were going to die right there an there, not only because you were physically drained due to your fever, but also emotionally - your eyes were puffy and hazy, you still got up to go to his workplace and confront him.

it didn't help when you opened the door to be greeted by the rain, but you didn't let that stop you as you walk for half an hour soaked by the heavy rainfall.

it was cold outside, your body was burning up, but you pushed through the pain.

you finally arrived at his work place, heartbroken and drenched. the people knew you there and immediately looked worried to see your state.

'oh y/n! why'd you come all the way here in the rain! let me get you a towel or something' 

you quickly grab the worker's hand and say 'it's o-okay, im just looking for yoongi, then i'll be leaving'

'e-erm okay, he's in the genius lab as usual' 

you thanked her and started to stumble to his studio with your hands across your shivering body.

you finally arrive at the studio and slowly place your pale hand on the door knob, you were scared. you were scared to admit the truth, admit that he had no feelings or he was loving another woman beside you. 

you twist the handle and the door creaked open.

the tears in your eyes threatened to spill, the breathes you took became short and shallow as you started to hyperventilate, the already shivering hands began to shake more as you started to run out the building. 

the sight you saw sickened you - yoongi was on top of hani, giving his love you yearned for to her. 

he looked at you with wide eyes as you sped off. 

as you were running, you began to compare yourself to her. she had a perfect slim face, long slick black hair, big eyes and slim waist, of course she would attract his attention. 

your eyesight became blurry as you ran across the street, what you didn't notice was how a car was speeding straight at you, how you stood there frozen, how scared you were, how the impact of the car toppled you over - breaking every bone in your body and how the image of yoongi kissing another woman would be last moment you saw before your last breath was taken.  

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