the truth

the date

on the way there i turned to radio and recover cam on. i looked at blake and said "this is my jam." he looked at me with a serious face then he couldn't hold it anymore because of my fist pumping. he started laughing and said." i love your weirdness." i start to sing " first i acknowledge that our trust has been broken. a successful recovery i pray for us at night." while i am singing i am dancing. blake puts his hand on my leg and i look at him. "stop i need to dance." he looked at me. "i don't want to die." both of my dads agreed. i looked at them and then back to the road.

"okay fine but you don't have to be so rude about it." i started laughing. then singing again.

a long way there my birthday is tomorrow and i cant wait my mom is coming to town with blake's mom and my dads are taking me and blake to a baseball game for it.

blake is taking me somewhere before that but i think this one will be good for once. 

my mom and dad don't really like each other my father cheated on her with a guy and it is the best guy ever, my dad levi, they got married and they kinda adopted blake. haha but anyways this is going to be good, lets hope.

blake looks at me with a smile and says, " you look tired you want someone else to drive." i shook my head and pulled over luckily my dad wants to drive. blake and i went to the back and i laid my head on his lap and soon enough i feel asleep.

i woke up to pitch dark and felt blake hand on my pack rubbing it. i spoke up but in a whisper " did we get lost i am starving." i looked up to blake looking at me weird. "what?!" he leaned in and whispered " you are beautiful when you sleep." i looked at him then smiled. i looked out side and we are at the drive in. 

i shook my head and sat up. " when did we get to the movies?" he looked at me and said " just got here your dads wanted to go here they said it was a really good place. also they are out side sitting in the chairs." i got a shiver and he said " here have my jacket" i smiled and sat really close and laid my head on his shoulder to watch the movie. 

i looked up and see his beautiful  brown yes and his messy hair. and his great smile.  he looked down and smiled " what are you looking at." i quickly turned my head and he laughed " ohhhh i see you think i am cute!" i laughed " well my best friends are always cute duh look at me." 

he just sat there and laughed. " i am hungry what do you have." he grabbed a hot dog form the front and i gasped. " you know me so well."

" well no duh we are friends and been since what when we started talking." i laughed and gave him a kiss on the cheek and started to each my hotdog. we continue watching sausage party.  that is sooooo funny i started laughing when she goes " just the tips"

he looked at me and i noticed but never looked back at him because i want to see how long he stares at me. it was about 5 minutes and i look back at him and he smiles. he leans in and kisses me i didn't want it to end. we kiss until the movie is over and then i stop. " wow." he said positively.

" i could say the same to you mister we are friends and you kissed me first." he laughed then licked his lips. i couldn't help but to smile.

i tried to kiss him again but my dads start to get back in the car. blake leans and gives me a peck  because he saw my dad's. i smiled and laughed because my dad couldn't get in. i am glad that i have tinted windows or i would have been screwed. 

we all start to leave when my dad(nate) speaks up. " what has gotten into you two." 

"what?!" i looked at blake with a scared face. 

dad says " you guys usually come out. you guys weren't kissing were you." i laughed and said " no?!" i tried to lie really bad and well he bought it.  thank god. i laid down and my head on blake's lap and felt his hands play with my hair. 

i love when he plays with my hair. well we are almost home and it seems like it took five minutes to get home but ya. 

- skip to home- 

we start to go in and my dads go in and then dad (levi) stops "do you need a ride blake." i looked at him " did you forget his mom let him stay with his for a while so he lives here until she get back on her feet." he nodded his head and went in side. i went inside and he followed. 

" i am going to my room if you want you can sleep with me tonight and we can watch orange is the new black." he shook his head and followed me upstairs to my room.  

i went to go get some shorts on and forgot that he was in there and didn't put my shorts on and just went to go lay in my bed. 

he looked at me and said " oh yeah i forgot you sleep like that. but looks cute." i felt the blush come on. i patted the bed and he took his pants of and his shirt off as well and went to lay down.