this girl is inlove with her best friend but doesn't want to lose him as a friend when she tells him the truth. but she goes a long way and finds people that she hasn't talked to in a while. Though that journey she finds her true self.
we are done with picking the names and now we have to go to court. "blake you ready to go to court."
i look over at him and he shakes his head. i go to him and left his chin up and kiss him. then i turn and he grabs my ass. i try to get mad at him but i just tend to smile. i turn back around and then go to the bathroom, to finish on my make-up. i start to walk down the stairs and i feel a huge pain in my knee.
oh shit i am going to fall, i caught myself but i sit myself down and i just cry. i hear blake coming just sit next to me and asks "hey what's wrong?" well idk my fucking knee. " oh nothing." as i wipe my tears away. i get up and blake helps me down stairs to get the keys, but he won't let me drive.
" why can't i drive i am a really good driver." well maybe i shouldn't. i shook my head and just went to the car. it is a five hour drive to the courthouse so we stop to eat.
while we are in the drive thru and my song comes on "who are these people i just woke up in my underwear no liquor left on the shelf i should probably introduce myself." he looks at me and just laughs. he mouths i love you.
he orders for us i love how he knows exactly what i want. he pays and then gets the food to me i grab my fries and start eating them. we get on the high way and i grab my phone and start playing 1010 i am addicted to the game.
i turn on the country station because i kinda miss the whole thing. my moms family raised me in country but i got away from it. the song blue aint your color is on and i just start singing. blake looks at me and grabs my hand then starts singing but not the right words. i start to laugh " you dont have to pretend to like country for me i love you the way you are.
it is dark and i start to doze off and then i am instantly sleeping.
i wake up to a huge pain. my vision is blurry and a ringing sound is very loud. i look over and blake is unconscious. i scream "blake blake!"
i try to move but there is something stopping me. i look down and there is a peice of long glass in my stomach. i hear blake wake up and i just start crying. " blake help get it out we can still save the baby." i look at him and i see him just so crushed. i look off to distance and then loose conscience.
i lost my baby but i am never going to admit it. this is the end. my soul crushed my heart torn out of my body. this could have been the worst day of my life.
i wake up and i am in the ambulance and i look at blake and he is ok but is crying i can tell. his face are buried in his hands. then i try to reach for him but i look at my body and i am all bloody. then i get knocked out again.
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BLAKES POV
i see her hand fall but she is still knocked out. why is this happening to us. we... we.. we were supposed to to start a family. i start praying and hopefully it works but i doubt it will because i am satan i try my hardest to stay in her life and i ..i can't have her gone just like that.
he finally get to the hospital and it felt like it took hours. they rush her to the hospital doors and on the rolly thingy. i hate hospitals i always lose people to them.
i try to go with her but they said to stay out here. " i can't lose her doc we just found out that she is pregnant. oh god the baby please tell the baby will be okay." he just looked at me and ran to the emergency rooms where they are with savannah.
a few hours later
i have know idea what time it is or how long they have been there. i called her dads and they were on the way but it will take longer. then the doctor come through the doors.
AUTHORS NOTE;
SORRY GUYS I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY BUT I PROMISE I WILL UPDATE MORE SOON
