My Crush||j.jk+k.th ✅

Chapter 4: Broken Mirror

💔Taehyung's Point of View💔  

I woke up, not wanting to, but my stomach told me it was time to eat. I really, really, really didn't want to. I'm still kind of an emotional mess right now.

Somehow, I had managed to stomach a piece of toast and a glass of orange juice before I got in the shower. Turns out, when I checked the clock, I woke up two hours earlier than normal. Might as well stay up, right?

After a hot, steaming shower, I got out and wrapped a towel around my waist and used my hair dryer. I'm never the one to really let my hair air dry, unless I'm super lazy, which I hardly ever am.

I got dressed then went back to the bathroom to brush my teeth and hair. After I'm finished with that, I look at myself in the mirror.

I keep thinking all these negative comments about myself and how Jungkook may never accept me, at all.

I come to find myself thinking about my looks. I pinch my cheeks, too much skin. I pinch my arms, too much skin. I pinch my legs, too much skin. My nose is just too big and I have boring dark brown hair, my original color. I just look, ugly. Who will ever love me now?

I get so angry at myself that I punch the mirror multiple times as shards fly everywhere in every direction. I start to feel weak and I look all over myself. There are cuts and bruises on my fists. There are cuts all over my arms and scattered everywhere on my face.

I look at myself in what's left of the mirror. What I see is a broken person. I person who will never be accepted by the one they love the most.

 I am like a broken mirror.

♔❤️✨✨❤️✨✨❤️♔