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Chapter 9: Past

💔Jungkook's Point of View💔

By the time I arrive back at my apartment, the sun has already set and it's become dark outside.

I sighed as I unlocked the door to my apartment. I closed the door and went to my room. I slammed the door shut as tears started flowing down my face.

I flopped down on my bed, thinking about the huge mistake I made a few hours ago. There's a reason to it though, but is it really an excuse now? It's been so long. Why can't I just move on?

We've been dating since the begining 8th grade. Even when I was still popular, people didn't care if I was gay or not. I thought they would deny us, but they didn't, and I was glad. They had welcomed us.

I actually lost him on summer break, a month before Freshman year of highschool started. We were even supposed to go to the same high school too.

2 years ago...

We were walking down the sidewalks of a busy shopping area. We were messing around, bumping into each other's shoulders, laughing whenever.

We stopped in front of a store that looked really cool to us. We went inside to look around. We played with all the weird objects, making each other laugh. Eventually, we picked out what we wanted.

Of course, my boyfriend wanted to pick out something weird while I chose something normal.

We left the shop after paying for our things and sat down at a nearby bench. I handed him a simple black leather bracelet that had two silver studs and a simple silver design in the middle of it. My boyfriend gave me a moose. A stuffed moose. Out of all the weird things, he got a moose. Strange, right?

"What do you say?" he asked teasingly. I knew what he was trying to do.

I smiled and said, "Thank you, ChimChim."

"You're welcome! Thank you for my bracelet. Now come on! We have other places to be at!" Jimin said then ran off. I sighed and chased after him.

I caught up to him at a corner, where a street intersection was located.

"Come on! Let's cross the street!" Jimin exclaimed.

"We can't! The light is still green Jimin!" I shouted as he ran onto the street.

"Come on!" Jimin said, standing in the middle of the street. "There are no cars!"

I reluctantly started to step onto the street until I saw a car speeding down our way.

"Watch out!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

"What do you mean?" He asked as he turned his head. He stood there dead frozen in fear. I kept shouting at him to move out of the way, but the car kept speeding at a high rate.

I was about to run out and save him, but he shouted at me not to.

"I love you Jeon Jungkook. I always will. See you soon." That's when the car hit him. It all had happened so quick.

I ran out into the street, holding Jimin in my arms. I kept pleading him to wake up, to open his eyes, but he never did. I shouted at nearby pedestrians to call 911 and they did.

Soon, the EMT and the police arrived.

A paramedic pulled me away as they put Jimin on one of those stretchers that had wheels, a medical bed.

A police officer had asked me some questions as other policemen and paramedics examined the car and took care of whoever was in it.

I cried even harder as a lady closed the doors to the back of the ambulance truck and drove off as fast as they could.

A week later, Jimin's funeral arrived. It was day I dreaded the most. His death was even on his birthday too. His funeral, on mine.

I had taken back the bracelet I had gave him and wore it, so I had a few things to remember him by.

The funeral seemed to go by so slow. When I got back home that day, I found a box wrapped in blue paper, my favorite color.

I sniffled while unwrapping the box. There were two items in there. A pair of new royal blue dancing shoes and a framed photo of me and him.

I found a small note that read this:

Happy birthday kookie!

Love, ChimChim(a.k.a Jimin with no jams!)

I guess Jimin's father found the box and handed it to my mom, so I guess she placed it on my bed.

I cried myself to sleep the rest of that night.

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I fiddled with his bracelet as tears gently fell down my cheeks. I turned my head to look at two picture frames. One with the photo that he gave me, and the other with our final picture together before he died.

I guess I should text Seokjin to make sure Taehyung is alright.

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ME: Dude! Can you check up on Taehyung for me? I don't have his number

Seokjin: Sure! Why though?

ME: I kind of just left him at the park alone.

Seokjin: What!? Why!?

ME: I'll explain tomorrow when I'm over at your house.

Seokjin: Oh you better mister! But you better not be lying about coming to my house tomorrow!

ME: I'm not. By the way, thanks!

Seokjin: No problem.

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I sighed, feeling tired. Eventually, I fell asleep, not knowing what the next day would bring me.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Ugh! I literally cried when I typed out the flashback. I'm not kidding guys! I'm dead serious!

The MV at the beginning of this chapter:

BLACKPINK - 'STAY' M/V

The MV kind of goes with this chapter in a way. I was planning on adding it to Chapter 8, but I didn't. Tell me what you think! Does the song go better with this chapter, or the chapter before this(Chapter 8)? I may include it in another chapter!

There's an external link! It will take you to the MV on YouTube! Sorry this chapter was so long! I should have split it into 2 parts! Image is from Google.

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