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Chapter 27: Distant and Left Alone

💔Taehyung's Point of View💔  

Jungkook's been distant for the past two weeks and it's really hurting me. I had asked Hoseok and he told me that his friend who transferred two weeks ago looks like his past boyfriend. I just nodded my head in response, but Hoseok seemed a bit uneasy.

I really want to go and talk to him, try and give him a shoulder to cry on, but he just yelled at me the other day for doing so, and like 3 times before.

I need him, he needs me. We both need each other. I'm just afraid to talk to him right now, afraid to be rejected again.

I can't believe him. He didn't even apologize. I guess I should just give him some time and space until he calms down and recovers.

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The weekend arrived and I find myself to be rather lonesome.

I sighed for the umpteenth time as I flipped the stations on my T.V. I'm so bored and lost. My love is being distant, leaving me left alone. Who wouldn't feel the way I am if this happened to them?

I tried calling and texting Jungkook multiple times before, but he would never answer nor reply. I know that he's getting my text because my phone says 'Read' or 'Seen'.

He just never replies. No offense, but I feel like I'm one of those hormonal teenage girls that wait around for their boyfriend to reply back.

All of these questions are going through my mind. Does he hate me? Did I do anything wrong? Worst of all, what if he doesn't love me anymore? Even though I know of what's going on, I can't help but think of the worst when I have so much time on my hands.

Sunday night came rather slowly.

I'm sick and tired of waiting, waiting for Jungkook. I feel so emotional and depressed. I even cried myself to sleep last night and had a terrible nightmare. I woke up screaming. Luckily, none of my neighbors complained.

I decided to do the only thing that I know that might make me forget, make me forget the pain.

I slowly closed the bathroom door behind me and locked it. I had found the mirror shard that I hid after Seokjin found me that night and served that weird breakfast.

I stepped into the tub and shuddered at the contact of my skin against the cold surface. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back as I felt the shard penetrate my skin. Next thing I know, I feel light headed and pass out.

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