And Now You're Gone (Sequel To: She Disappeard)

7.

(A/N since wattpad is being stupid again I decided to just put the video here)
One week later..

"I really need to find a girl as friend" I say while walking down the street with Aiden. "What? I'm not enough for you?!" He says while acting dramatic.

"No.. I just want a person to talk to.." I say not looking at him. Aiden stops me. "Hey, are you okay Lauren? You know you can always talk to me" he hold my shoulders and he looks with worry into my eyes.

"Yes I'm okay... I just..." I try to begin. Aiden looks at me. Do I need to tell him this?

"I just don't feel very well.. I have that feeling that sad feeling.. And I want to be happy, but I'm just getting kinda down" I say while looking at the ground. Suddenly I feel 2 arms around me. "Have you been thinking about your little sister?" He asks me. I nod and then I can't hold it anymore.

The tears starts pouring out of my eyes. "I-I just miss her! I miss h-her so m-much! It was a-al m-my fault!" I clinche into Aiden his shirt. "Just cry Lauren... I don't care" He says whispering in my ear.

"Is she okay?" I hear someone asking to Aiden. Slowly he lets go of me. I see a random girl standing. I quikly wipe my tears away. She doesn't need to know everything.

"Yes she-... Wait? Do I know you?" Aiden looks at the girl. Do they know eachother?

"Are you.. Are you Lisa?" He asks her. Lisa? Why does it need to be that name! Immediately I think about my family at home. What are they doing at the moment? Will they still think about me? Are they still busy on social media?

"Yes! You're Aiden right?! What a small world we live in. You also moved from America to London?" She asks him. I see Aiden looking at her deeply in love. Aww.. this is so sweet. But she doesn't look at him in the same way.

"Yes! How have you been?" And then they began a full conversation. I don't listen anymore. I just look around me trying to remember this part of the city.

"Is this your girlfriend?" I hear her asking. Girlfriend?! No way! Never of my life! Aiden is just so.. Different. Let's keep it that way.

"No! She is my best friend. We met eachother in the plane on his way. She moved here alone so we became friends" He says almost proud. I don't see anything changing in her eyes. She just look happy. And Aiden looks so hard in love. And she maybe even doesn't like him back.

Or she can be really good in hiding it.

"Can I recognize you from something?" She asks me. "Uh.. Yes?" I don't want to lie to her. Not in front of Aiden. Does he even know I was in a band?

I didn't tell him that..

"Yeah! I know it! You're in that YouTube band!" She says jumping up and down. "You're famous!" She says excited.

"Uhmm...Correction 'were' the band ended this year..." I say while looking down. "Oh.. why? Is it because... Uhmm... the eldest! Is she married?" She says. I think she was a fan, but not so big. "No... The youngest.. Uhm.. She died. And we decided to stop the band" I say and I feel the tears starting to come up.

I see Lisa her eyes starting to get bigger. "Oh my gosh! I'm so so sorry! I didn't meant that!" She tries to come to me but Aiden says something I didnt except him to say. "Maybe you can better go..." he likes her! Everyone can saw that. And now he is saying she needs to go!

For me...

"Okay.. I'll call you" she says and I hear her walking away. "You didn't need to do that... I saw you liked her" I say while wiping my tears away. "Yes I 'liked' her but soon I saw she hurted my best friend I didn't liked her anymore. She kept asking question but you could see you were getting uncomfortable" he gives me a big hug. And I can't help but ignore the feelings that comes with that.

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Sweet Dani,

It's a time ago since I wrote a real letter. I still wrote but not really any letters. I'm really missing you... I can't help but think of the moments we shared together. I can't help but think how it would be if all that drama didn't happen.

I just want you to be here with me. We could go skateboarding. Or we could go do thing with our friends. I stopped the contact with our friends. I went one time to them after your death and I couldn't stop crying around them. I can only think around you with them. Because I wouldn't have met them without you. I'm to shy for that.

I just hope you're happy there. That you're happy with.. with whatever.

I miss you...

Lauren.

So we'll just cry, cry
On each other's shoulders
Cry until it's over
Can't it just be over
And we'll just cry, cry"

"Cry until it's all gone
Been holding on to long
Time for us to move on
I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why
So let just cry"