You're Not Alone (Austin Carlile)

12. Chasing Rainbows

Title credit: Bring Me The Horizon

"WAKE THE FUCK UUUUUP!" Alan screams, barging into my room. He begins to chuck pillows at us, making me nuzzle into Austin even more. Alan pulls the cover off us and shrieks, revealing our nude body's. God damn it Alan.

"AHH YOU GUYS ARE NAKED! WHAT THE FUCK?" He yells.

"ALAN GET THE FUCK OUT!" We yell, agitated in unison as Austin grabs another blanket to cover me up. He then grabs a pillow and throws it at Alan, causing him to run out of my room into Keirsten's, slamming the door behind him. I sigh and throw on one of Austin's shirts and my shorts as he throws on boxers.

"That's one way to wake up." Austin sarcastically says before kissing me then pulling me out of bed. My bras and underwear and Austin's boxers litter the floor, wow this looks REALLY bad. I pick up my bras and underwear, shoving them into my drawer, Austin puts his underwear inside of his bag.

"I honestly don't even care what Alan is going to say. He can rag on us all he wants if it makes him feel better, at least we finally got to do it." I plop down on to my bed, scratching my head and Austin gives me a light chuckle. Just thinking about how perfect it was last night brought a smile to my face and makes me blush. I look at his neck on the left side and it's covered in hickeys, I laugh to myself but I know mine are way worse. There is no way to hide those, but it's not like I wanted to, I'm proud of them.

"Any plans for today?" He asks while running his fingers through his gelled hair.

"Nah, going to lay in bed and watch Netflix."

"That sounds perfect." Austin says with a smile. I run to the kitchen making popcorn and grabbing a 2 litter of Sprite. I return and Austin is laying under my covers with Netflix pulled up on my laptop, he knows me too well. I lock my door behind me, just incase. Just trying to avoid further embarrassment from Alan.

We got through 3 movies, it was already 2. As we start the fourth movie Austin's phone starts to ring, he answers it. After a five minute conversation Austin hangs up, throwing his phone down on the bed, exhaling loudly and rubbing his face with his hands. What happened?

"Baby what's wrong?" I ask, tracing circles on his bare back with my finger tips. I was being a little nosy but I just wanted to make sure everything is okay.

"Tillys booked me a signing. It's in 3 days. So, I have to leave, they already booked my flight, it leaves later tonight." Austin looks at me, giving me sad eyes.

"Oh." Is all I manage to say to him. I swear I feel my heart fall into my stomach. I'm quite disappointed, I thought we were going to spend the rest of the week together. I know that it's all part of Austin's job but why now? I barely get to see him and now it's cut short. Everything is perfect, well, was.

"Holly don't be upset." Austin says stroking my cheek.

"I'm sorry. I just don't like being alone. Especially knowing you are on the other side of the United States, in a different time zone and something could happen and I'm not right there or you aren't right here." I sigh. Wow, I'm so pathetic but I don't even care, it's how I feel, I just want to be with him. After a few minutes Austin speaks up.

"Come with me."

"What?" I look over at him.

"Come with me. We can spend Christmas and New Years at my house."

"Austin you know that's all I could ever ask for, but I can't leave Mandi and Keirsten with the bills."

"I'll pay them for this month, even when we go on tour! Please Holly."