You're Not Alone (Austin Carlile)

21. I Owe You Nothing

Title credit: DayShell

(2 weeks later)

Holly's POV:

"I felt her kick!" I screech excitedly, looking up at Lights. She invited me over to Blessthefall's bus to hang out with her, since she isn't feeling the greatest. Her due date is rapidly approaching and little Rocket will be coming into our world. Lights smiles at me as I marvel the baby growing inside of her. It's nice to have another girl to hang out with on tour. There is the merch girls but they mostly just keep to themselves, I'm glad Lights started talking to me or I'd be bored out of my mind. My phone dings and I get a text from Austin.

Austin: Come to the bus? I need you reeeeeal quick.

"Sorry Lights, gotta go. Austin duties." She giggles and waves me off the bus. It's a little thing we always do when Austin or Beau needs us, we call them our "duties". I walk with a spring in my step towards the bus, the things Austin can do to me. He is the best thing to ever happen to me, he's my anchor.

Upon opening the door my smile vanishes instantly. No. This can't be happening. I feel my heart plummet into my stomach, making me feel sick. Tears well up in my eyes. I stumble back, not believing what is happening right in front of me. There on the couch is Austin, and Gielle on top of him. Without thinking, I scream at the top of my lungs, getting her attention. She evilly smirks at me revealing Austin, who-who looks drugged. SHE FUCKING DRUGGED HIM?! Tears pour from my eyes as I storm on to the bus. A switch kicks in me, the first thing I do is grasp her by the rats nest of blonde hair and throw her ass to the floor. She rolls over on to her back, looking at me grinning.

"FUCK YOU!" I scream before falling on top of her and connecting my fist with her head. I punch her several times in the nose, then one to her eye.

"He doesn't love you!" She yells out during my punches, making me punch her even harder. She scratches at my lip, ripping it open. I can feel the crimson blood trickling down my chin, and can even taste the iron.

"Shut up you fucking whore! He doesn't love you, you jealous narcissistic cunt!" I scream before spitting on her face. "You fucking disgust me!" I scream again before grabbing her around the throat. The next thing I know my vision is covered in black, but I can barely hear anything, it sounds muffled and distant. What is happening? Did I just black out? I hear that can happen when you get completely raged. Now I can hear her desperately screeching, like a wounded animal for help. I hear another person scream, then I feel arms wrap around me, then I go fully unconscious.

After what seems like hours, but only in a matter of 10 minutes my vision returns to me, I'm sitting outside the bus. What happened? Then it hits me like a freight train; Gielle drugged Austin and almost had sex with him. She must have texted me to come to the bus, pretending to be him. I'm so pissed off that I start hysterically sobbing. I feel arms wrap around me making me jump, I thought I was here alone. I look up to see Aaron with a sympathetic look on his face as he cradles me to his chest. I start to sob even harder, hiccups attacking my breathing, making me hyperventilate.

"Holly, calm down. Breathe, everything is going to be okay. I promise." He pulls me into a hug and I can tell he is also crying. Aaron is like a brother to me, I don't know what I'd do without him. Out of all the guys, besides Austin, Aaron and I get along the best. Sure I get along with all the boys amazingly well, but Aaron and I are so alike that it brings us closer then the rest. He is my best friend. I start to calm down after a few more minutes and chug down the water he gave me. "We were going to call the cops but, but she ditched. We have no idea where she went. We will get her though don't worry." Aaron says hugging me closer to him, trying to be reassuring. At this point I feel numb, I feel nothing. No emotion, jack squat. I sit there with Aaron, trying to feel anything but it's impossible. The only things jumbled up in my head are how and why she would do this.