I looked at you and I couldn't grasp you I thought you were like the stars Gentle and beautiful at first sight But when I looked closer When I got to know you I learned that you were exactly like them Because I couldn't reach you I couldn't feel you I only admire you
- Irish Times
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Theala.
Apa ini? Kenapa jadi begini?
That was when i knew what we were doing here, in this dark room, without space. We really touched each other like this. And the way... The way he touched me. It felt way more different than the one i used to know.
It wasn't like him.
No. It was more like... It wasn't me. It wasn't my self.
Sebenarnya ada apa dengan gue? Kenapa gue jadi begini?
Semenjak mimpi itu.. Gak tau kenapa gue gak bisa ngeliat Dirga di deket gue. Ada perasaan takut.
Dan sekarang, disaat seharusnya gue stop, gue malah diam, gak tau mau ngapain.
We kissed. For God sake, we really did. Our bodies moved againts each other by rhytm as both of our eyes closed tight as tight as how he locked me on him. The way he kissed me, the way he touched me, the way he breathed againts my face... It wasn't a sweet, gentle kisses, it was the roughest, frustating kissed i've ever felt in my life and i seemed losing it when i could only hold onto his shirt, doing nothing but feeling him. All over him.
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He smelled so good. He always does. And i could smell his fragnance when he's this close to me.
I tried to push him once i got all my common sense but then he held my hand hard as he moved his face to the other side to deepen the kiss.
Ga.. Ini apa? Kenapa kita begini?
Gue mau bicara tapi gue gak bisa. Gue gak tau harus mau ngapain dan yang paling bodoh.... Jantung gue ini berdetak kencang banget seolah-olah dia mau keluar dari badan gue.
Gue gak pernah kayak gini. Dan gak seharusnya gue kayak gini. Dia Dirga. Gamaliel Audirga Danuandra. The best bastard on earth yang gak akan pernah bisa serius sama cewek manapun. Dia Dirga. Temen baik gue. Sahabat gue.
Gue mencoba untuk dorong dia lagi tapi genggaman tangannya kuat banget untuk menghentikan gue, sampai rasanya pergelangan tangan gue sakit dan merah saking eratnya genggaman dia. He stopped the kiss for a second but only to move my face closer to him and kiss me again. "Ga..," i tried my best to stop him but he didn't want to. He even made a weird sound while kissing me and i could feel how his hands roamed around my waist to my back as if he enjoyed it. In fact, he wasn't only kissing me, but he bited my lips, he pressed his tongue inside my mouth.
