Zayn's Best Friend

76. Christmas, Boxing Day, New Years, and Leaving...

Lilly's POV
Everyone spent Christmas with their families. Cindy and Louis spent Christmas Day with Cindy's family. Jasmine and Niall spent Christmas Eve with her family and the Christmas Day with Niall's family. Lulu and Harry spent Christmas with Harry's family the whole Christmas. Zayn and I spent out time with his mum and sisters in Bradford. It was amazing. Zayn got me a necklace that matches my bracelet he got me when we were younger, instead of fake diamonds, they were real and there were like 25 of them in there... Also, he got me their movie which I thought was sweet and adorable with the whole recording of 1D Day.
I got him like 50 cans of spray paint, 10 canvases, 100 piece paint set, and a picture album of both of us. It is a 3 inch binder kind of and I have a ton of empty pages to continue adding more memories to it. I have everything and including the comics that were in the background of Teenage Dirtbag in This Is Us. It was an amazing Christmas.

The Next Day
I brought Zayn to our hill and we laid down and stared at the sky. I said, "We have so many memories here." He kissed my forehead and said, "Yeah, but they were all good." I sighed kinda depressingly. He noticed and said, "Ok, spit it out. What's going on?" I breathed in deeply and said, "I decided to create my own tour and I am going to do a movie like This Is Us." He hugged me and said, "Great!" Then he kinda frowned and asked, "When do we leave?" Tears began to slip and I said, "January 6th until July 25th. and you're not coming are you?" He said, "Yes I am, I am going with you." I said, "Zayn, you can't. I talked to your mom about this and she said you should go, but she would miss you like crazy. I am not tearing you away from your family or your home." He kissed my lips and said, "You are my family, home is where ever you are." I shook my head and said, "You need to stay here. I'm sorry." I stood up and started to walk away, but Zayn caught my wrist, pulled me close, and smashed his lips to mine. We kissed passionately for a few minutes, we broke away and he held me close to his and hugged me. The he whispered into my ear, "I love you, but you were there for me on my tour and now I want to be there for your tour." I pulled away and said, "No. Do u realize how much your family misses you? I talked to them and they really miss you. They want you home. I am sorry Zayn, but you need to be home for a while." I ran. Well, I sprinted. I heard him calling my name, but I didn't look back. I just ran into the house, into the bathroom and cried my eyes out. A few minutes later, Zayn came banging at the door he said, "Please open the door love." I hesitated at first and then yelled, "I just need time to myself, go away!!!" I heard his mum come and drag him away from the door.

Zayn's POV
Tears came out of my eyes. My mum pulled me into my room and said, "Zayn, she had good reason and it wasn't like you couldn't visit her while she was on tour or have a day off. She told me that she was going to come home for your birthday. She was going to fly home for Harry's birthday then you two would go on tour for about 2 weeks from her birthday until Valentine's Day." I still cried. I said with a cracked voice, "I will just miss her without a doubt. I love just holding her in my arms. I can't sleep right without her." Someone knocked and my mum opened the door and Lilly stood there with her eyes puffy and red. My mum said, "I am just going to leave you two here to talk." With that, she left. Lilly jumped over, tacked me onto my bed, and kissed me passionately. I responded by holding her in my lap bridal style kissing her. She pulled away with tears in her eyes and said, "I'm sorry." I shook my head and said, "You have nothing to apologize for. I shouldn't have pushed it. I just want to keep my promise, to keep you with me." She nodded and kissed me, then whispered against my lips, "Lets cherish the time we have now. Lets take a nap. We pulled off our clothes and put on some comfortable clothing. Lilly had shorts and a tank top. I just had boxers and we intertwined our legs and I put my arms around Lilly and she pulled me down by my neck for us to kiss. I smiled and kissed her with passion. Our lips moved in sync and I just held her. Soon, it got a bit rough and I tried to slow it, but Lilly was edging me on. I went along with it until I felt myself twitch and I pulled away. She blushed and said, "Sorry." I smiled and then kissed her once again and we fell asleep with her warmth against me.