mood rings

amber

Amber- this indicated that the person is feeling a range of emotions

Graduation was slowly creeping it's way into Kyle's worries.

Suddenly we were spending more time in the library, his nose stuck in a book, with me helping him study.

It really did make me happy to know that I could help him.

At the beginning of the year Kyle was in spot two hundred eighty. And at the end he was a few good grades away from being in spot seventy sixth.

Each time he looked at the charts he would try and hold back the grin. And within seconds he would break, and the grin would overtake his face.

"Dan if I get a ninety or above I could be in the top ten percent! How did this happen?" He looked at me, his eyes wide with excitement.
"Ah thank you! Dan Ahhh!" He shouted, hugging me tightly.

It was that moment I could feel all my stresses melt away. Nothing in that moment was on my mind besides him. Not the fact that my father was in prison, or my mother had lost her job, or even the blinking ankle monitor that had rubbed the skin around my ankle raw.

"It's really not a problem. I love tutoring you." I grinned, pulling away from his embrace.

"Almost as much as I love you." I whispered, watching as his cheeks blushed and he fiddled with his thumb ring.

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He stood on the side of the stage, the Crimson oversized gown swallowing his small frame.
I could tell from the way he stood that he was nervous. And he had every right to be. Today was a day I had secretly always dreamed of.
Graduating high school had been my dream since I was six. And if I couldn't, it made me happy to watch him walk across the stage.

Against his wished I did make him a sign. It wasn't anything insane, but I had written "Go Ky" in big letters on a bright pink poster board.
Walking in I got nasty glances, but the embarrassed look he shot me while on stage was priceless.

What made the event even better was the fact that I was seated two seats down from Kyle's father.

Normally it would be bad, but since the man got me arrested, and threatened to get a restraining order, it only added to the nervous feeling in my stomach.

But once he walked across the stage, I forgot about everything else. If I couldn't live my dream, it made me happy to see him live it for me.

I know it's really early in my life and everything, but I wanna marry him.
I wanna go to bed with him and wake up next to him. I don't wanna worry about strict parents and restraining orders.

And most importantly I wanna see him everyday.

I want Kyle Simmons to be mine, and I want to his.