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tease [33]

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chapter 33

annikas pov.

"what the actual fuck?"

Jake's eyes were automatically on me, and when he saw who it was, they widened in shock. he pulled away from her and started to walk in my direction.

"baby-"

"what the fuck is this Jake?" my words were laced with pure venom and he flinched at my tone.

"babe its-its not what it looks like!" he said, his voice pleading.

"then what the hell is it?!" my voice was raising, and all along Gabriella looked smug as ever, leaning against the wall with her arms crossed and a smirk on her face.

"its- ugh its just so confusing, its a long story." he says and i roll my eyes then cross my arms

"i have time" i said, emphasizing each word.

"well um this is hard to say, me and Gabriella, we uh- had sex, a month ago?" he started, but i cut him off

"WHAT?" i shouted  my eyes were burning and i could feel my bottom lip trembling but i still continued. "WE WERE DATING A FUCKING MONTH AGO JAKE! WHAT IS THIS? YOU'RE JUST HOW YOU FUCKING WERE BEFORE. GOD DAMNIT! YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING CARE HOW PEOPLE CARE DO YOU? JUST ABOUT YOUR FUCKING 'needs' huh? I CAN DO THIS ANYMORE. ALWAYS SECOND GUESSING OUR RELATIONSHIP, ALWAYS TRING TO BE BETTER FOR YOU... i thought i wasn't good enough, i knew it." my voice cracked at the end and i let a small tear slip down my face. 

"baby no! i've changed!" he tries to plead but i dont listen. im beyond done. he's a fuckboy and he always will be

"bullshit Jake, thats what you said before." i take a deep breath "im sorry Jake, but i cant do this. its over. i deserve someone who likes me for me, and not for my body, or for the way i dress, or for the makeup i wear. i cant do this, because i always had to dress different for you, i wore more makeup and i fucking ate less. because i wanted to be good enough for YOU. i just guess it wasn't enough Jake. its over Jake. this is the last straw." i finished

he stood there speechless, he had no emotion on his face. i waited for him to say something as tears rushed down my face.

"fine. your a worthless slut anyways. your right, i only wanted you for your body. i was stupid tho. even thats bad" his words shocked me, but not as much as his next actions.

he swiftly walked over to Gabriella and in one quick motion, grabbed her neck and brought her lips up to meet his.

i couldn't handle watching them, it hurt so bad. the fact that he could move on so fast, i guess he never even changed.

tears rolled down my cheeks and i quickly ran out of the school. i didn't care if i got in trouble, it didn't matter right now.

then i ran, i ran until i was home and past that. i ran past the playground i played at as a child. i ran until i reached a place i hadn't been in years.

i walked through the isolated area until i reached the area i had come for. i sat down criss-cross and wiped my eyes with the back of my sleeve.

i took a deep breath.

"hey dad..." i began and my voice cracked. i cleared my throat and took another deep breath before continuing.

"im sorry its been awhile, i've been really busy. i should've come though, im sorry." i looked down at the cold grave, my fathers name on it.

"im a senior now. it sucks" i laugh a little and sniffle afterwards

"im skipping school right now, still your little rebel" i picture my dads face in my head, thinking about how i used to steal all the treats and he'd call me 'his little rebel'

"anyways.. something happened today. i never thought it would dad, but it did." i took a deep breath "i think i just experienced my first heartbreak." i say and let more tears leave my eyes.

"i wish you were here. i miss you dad"

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sad chapter. ugh, im emo. ily guys. ❤️

-andrea