Spin The Bottle

Chapter 25{I Trusted You}

                                                                              Matthew's Pov                                                                                                       

Jasmine has been acting strange lately since Destiny came and picked up Daniel, maybe she just misses him or it's something else. It was 6 am and I was wide awake just thinking about me and Jasmine would she figure out who the other girl is that I was with during "those 6 months" she thought I got sent into the army but I didn't.

I lied I know it's horrible to do to her, but honestly we were growing distant and I needed someone to be with while she was at work. So I'm gonna explain what happen in those 6 months:

when I got that letter I knew it wasn't from the army or anyone like that it was from my ex-girlfriend that I had knocked up a year before me and Jasmine bought a house together, she was suppose to be a one time thing and that's what I thought at first but when me and Jasmine went to different colleges I went to a strip club thinking it would get rid of all the stress i had put upon myself. That's when I met Nicole, the thing is she wasn't a stripper he came there looking for her drunken boyfriend who she dumped later on because he was cheating on her with some piece of trash girl.

I kinda felt bad for her because what her boyfriend did I bought her a drink and we got to know each other and we connected. Nicole was a small town girl just moving to the big city, with her curly black hair that she would always tuck behind her ear, her dark green piercing eyes, that every time I looked into them felt like they were staring into my soul unlocking and releasing things I had just locked up and kept to myself. 

I don't know what about her felt like I was connected but It did she took me back to her place and we had at it both drunk and lonely, but after being with her for a couple of months when summer hit and Jasmine was on her summer break, I had lied to Jasmine telling her that I was spending it with family.

Later on I went to Nicole's parents house to find out the weirdest thing, the reason we felt a connection was   because we had the same dad and I totally flipped. After I had figured out that we couldn't be together anymore I dumped her and then a couple months later she calls telling me she's pregnant and it's my child. I didn't want to believe it was but when it was born it didn't have green but brown eyes and it had dark dirty blond hair. 

So I had to get a job to give her child support on my baby girl named Haliegh Marie Lewis, and Jasmine always wondered why most of my money went missing and that's why. Over those 6 months I was gone the problem was Nicole had gotten sick and her parents were out of town so I went and took care  of Haliegh for the first 2 months. The other 4 months I was out trying to get my head straight but it just lead back to Nicole so we got back together but the last month all we did was fight and argue with each other so I just left. 

So that is where I am now thinking if Nicole will try and ruin my life or just leave me alone, because I'm sure of one thing I can't lose Jasmine no matter what happens and I know I did horrible things and I need to tell her but would she ever trust me again. 

 So I woke up and cooked breakfast for us both and made coffee and watched some TV before she got up I figured I would tell her while eating breakfast.

When she finally got up and started eating I walked to take a seat in front of her and started to tell her everything. She just listened and sat there quietly but I could see it in her light green eyes that her heart was breaking into a million pieces. After I was done I sat there just like she did, I was waiting for her to say something but was scared of what she was going to. 

"Matthew....." she looked up with little tear drops coming from her eyes and her words quiet "I did something worst..." she said softly "what?" I asked "I Sat back and believed you, and trusted you..."