The Day You Came Into My Life (A BigBang Fanfic) [COMPLETED]

Wedding Dress ~ (Part II)

Sonia's POV

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~Continued ~

We sat in the car silently not talking to each other as we tried to process everything that happened just now. What made it more awkward was the English cover of the song 'Wedding Dress' by J Reyez on the radio;

'Baby,can't believe that you are not with me,
Cause you should be my lady,
All I want is to set your heart free,
But if you believe that you belong with him,
Promise me you won't let anyone hurt you,
Remember,I will always be there for you,
Even if it kills me to see,
You in that Wedding Dress,
Oh,see you in that wedding dress,
See you in that wedding dress,
Oh,see you in that wedding dress,
Oh no...'

We sat there awkwardly for a few minutes before Jiyong oppa started to cut the silence,he sighed heavily before he spoke  "Uh.. Look... Umm... About just now-"   "Stop! J-just stop right there."  I cut him off as I tried to calm my mind  "I-I didn't mean t-"   "Look! It's over ok. Nothing ever happened back there. We went in,I tried a dress,then we left. Nothing else happened."  I said slightly angry and annoyed as I tried to forget that the kiss never actually happened. After that,Jiyong oppa stayed silent after I kinda yelled but then he pulled the car over to the roadside,he stayed silent for awhile  "Are you mad?"  he asked looking down with both of his hands on the steering wheel   "Of course I'm mad! If we were engaged and Seunghyun oppa did that to me won't you be mad?!"  I slightly yelled  "What were you thinking? Ugh! What was I thinking?!"  I scolded myself as I burried my face in my hands,Jiyong oppa just stayed quiet.  "I know you're angry at me,I'm really sorry-"    "Fine,whatever. I don't care who's fault it is,can you-"   "You know what,I've had enough of you!!"  Jiyong suddenly cut me off as he turned to me,I looked at him shocked  "Why do you always have to treat me so harshly when I'm with you."  Jiyong sounded a little hurt,I just sat back and crossed my arms not even looking at him  "You always cut me right off when things don't go right. Ever since we broke up you really start acting like a total b*tch."  he raised his voice a little  "Ugh,excuse me?!"  I can't believe he just called me that   "You act so coldly towards me and I even have to put up with your f*cking acts."   I just sat there not even bothering to look at him or say a word  "Ever since we broke up you've treating me like a dirtbag even if I blame myself for everything I still have to act as if I'm ok. Everytime I try to make it up I keep getting the same bullsh*t from you!"  his temper started to get the best of him  "Why do you have to treat me like a piece of sh*t? I know you don't trust me anymore but is it really necessary to treat me like that? I have feelings to you know,I'm not just some kind of f*cking animal that you can simply torment with."  he yelled   "Why have you changed so much? I don't even know you anymore. What did I ever do wrong?"  he yelled  "What did you do wrong? You ruined my life,my relationship! That's what you did. You show up almost everyday with the same reasons to apologize. You're always disturbing me and Seunghyun."  I raised my voice  "That's only because I'm fighting back for you. Can't you see how much I love you or are you just too blind to see that."  he said  "You're the blind one Jiyong! Can't you see I'm happy with him and stop fighting for me because I'm never coming back."  I yelled  "You're not happy with him,you're just forcing yourself too."  he said  "No,you're the one who can't accept the fact that we're finally getting married and happy together."  I said  "You-"   "Enough is enough. Just ac-"   "SHUT UP OK! SHUT THE F*CK UP!! Why do you always have to cut me off!"  he shouted,I looked at him shocked as I just sat back and listen to what he has to say. He was so mad that he sounded like he vould kill me any minute. "Can you for once stop acting like a complete b*tch when I'm with you?!"  he yelled as he hit the steering wheel,tears started forming in my eyes. "Through all the sh*t I've gone through for you and this is how you repay me?"  he said  "Oh please,you brought this to yourself. You and your sh*tty promises."  I tried to hold in my tears  "I was wrong ok,it was my fault. How many times do I have to do this?"  he sounded a little calmer  "Why can't you just leave me and Seunghyun alone. You're the one bringing trouble."  I said   "Why can't you see that I still love you?"  he said  "Well I don't."  I snapped  "You've changed so much. Can't you see I'm serious about having you back?"  he said  "You? Serious? All you think about is having fun."  I said  "Well I am serious about it now!"  he raised his voice a little  "Just cut the crap and save it for someone who really cares."  I said coldly  "Why are you acting like this?"  he yelled  "Why,why,why! Why don't you ask that to yourself!!"  I raised my voice  "Look,I'm not lying when I say I am serious about you."  he said  "Oh yeah,what about the other promises you made? Weren't those lies too?"  I said  "That was the past! I'm serious now!"  he yelled  "Just stop ok! I don't believe you anymore so just stop!!"  I shouted,he just sat there not saying anything  "Everything I've done,all the commitment I made and still wasn't enough. What else can I do to penetrate that cold heart of yours?"  he said  "If you leave me alone and never appear infront of me ever again then everything will turn out fine."  I said not even looking at him   "You treat me as if I'm some kind of monster,give me one reason for me to stop trying."  he said as he gripped the steering wheel angryly  "Because you're wasting your time. I don't love you!"  I choked on my words  "Geogitmal!!"  he yelled as he started hitting and banging the steering and window like a mad man. This was a side of him that I've ever seen before,tears ran down my cheeks as I watch him realease his anger on the car. It scares me seeing him like this  "GEOGITMAL! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!"  he shouted as he continued to hit the steering wheel over and over again. "NAPPEUN NYEON! (Bad bitch)"  he yelled as tears continued to run down my cheeks,then he stopped. He laid back as he tried to catch his breath  "Naega michingeoya (I'm going crazy.)"  he breathed heavily as he pulled at the roots of his hair and closed his eyes,trying to calm down  "It's crazy how one girl can make a man go insane for nearly an hour."  he said a little calmer has he tried to catch his breath,I tried to hid my sobs and calm down too. He opened his eyes and looked over at me as he heard one of my sobs  "Did I scared you? Jinjja mianhae."  he said as he tried to wipe my tears but I quickly avoided his hand  "Just drive me home. Please."  I said. He changed the gear angrily and drove off. I sat there quiet as I tried to control my sobs,he stopped infront of the apartment and I immediatly got out without saying a word. I wiped my tears away as I walk in,I went straight into the room as the girls just watched me. I lay down on the bed as I sighed heavily,then I heard someone knock the door outside One of the girls opened the door and I heard a man's voice. I opened the door a bit to see who it was,it was him. "Can I speak to her for awhile."  he said  "Umm... She's kinda in a bad mood now,so she doesn't wanna see anyone for now."  Mavis replied to him;