Family

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Your POV-

"Well I think it's time we headed back" I yawned, pretty much everyone had left apart from a few members of staff and a handful of smaller youtubers. "Yeah, I'm so tired" Felix agreed and we all started to make our way to the exit, I couldn't wait to get home and dive into my soft, warm bed.

Once we got out the main building we started to look around the car park for our car to no avail, for some reason Dan had decided to park it in the most secluded place he could find. "Found it!" I heard sam call from two or three rows away, at last we can get home now.

We all climbed in, Dan in the drivers seat and Phil next to him. I was sat at the very back with Felix while pj, Chris and Sam were in the middle seats. No one really said anything, we were all so tired and worn out we couldn't go 30 seconds without yawning. "Anyone want some troye Sivan?" Phil mumbled, we all groaned in agreement and he started to play the blue neighbourhood album. The first song that was played was ease, a personal favourite of mine.

I looked out the slightly foggy window and watched the scenery change gradually, it was surprisingly relaxing. I felt something light and warm barely touch my hand, I discretely glanced at my hand and saw Felix hovering his finger tips above my hand. Slowly, he began to lower his hand onto mine and I was too tired and dazed to respond appropriately.

I didn't flinch, I didn't even respectfully move his hand away, I just let him do it.

This was so wrong, I am in a loving relationship with Dan, I can't hold someone else's hand. So why am I letting him?

Dans POV-

I wanted to fall asleep so badly but I had to stay alert, if I fall asleep then we all crash. The song Phil had put on made me want to sing, all of Troyes songs did. I hummed along while checking the rear view mirror and my heart sunk to the pit of my stomach. I saw Y/N and Felix holding hands.

How could she do this to me? What did I do to make her want to do that? I tried so hard to make her happy. To look after her and make sure that she was safe and how does she repay me? Holding hands with her 'friend' in the back of the car I was driving.

I don't know what I expected, Felix is superior to me in almost every single way.

I turned my attention back on to the road and started to feel hot tears stream down my face at an alarming rate "Dan? You ok?" I glanced at Phil briefly and then looked back at the road. "I'm fine" I took one hand off the steering wheel and wiped my tears away, I just wanted to get out of this god damn car. "We can pull over if you want" I thought about his offer, if we did stop I'd probably end up hurting someone so it's probably for the best if I keep driving.

"No, we're almost home" as soon as we get home I'm kicking Felix out and having a long conversation with Y/N and the future of our relationship. I knew Felix was bad news.

As soon as we arrived home I unlocked the doors and swiftly left the car. I didn't want to spend another second near him. "Dan? Are you ok love?" Y/N asked, I noticed how tightly my fists were clenched and how heavy my breathing was. "Don't call me that" I snapped "how could you do that to me?" I looked her in the eyes and tried to display how hurt I was. "Do what to you?" Phil was too busy watching this scene unfold and a song that represented this situation perfectly came on, talk me down.

"Holding hands with Felix" it's not just that though, she's been spending an irritating amount of time with him and it's really gotten under my skin "really? That's what this is about? Chill out Dan" I was so irate that Y/N's words just passed right through me like a ghost. "Dan, I'm so sorry, I was asleep and that's just something that I do sub consciously, I do it with my pillows all the time" Felix tried to redeem himself but I wasn't having it, what kind of shit excuse is that? "What ever, I'm going to cool off" without saying another word i stormed off down the street. I was freezing cold and it was pretty much pitch black but I didn't want to have to deal with everyone right now.

Well I'm emotionally wrecked