Bumping into the bad boy

Fix you

I tuck myself in bed and cry my heart out whilst listening to sad music.I find if I listen to sad music when I'm upset it gets the tears out.The feeling when you cry so much your chest hurts,when you cry so much you're out of breath and your eyes sting.

After that I decide to get showered and put my pyjamas on.My head hurts and I am so confused about Ashton right now,I don't know what to believe anymore.

I end up reading one of my favourite book to try and get my mind off of this.As usual I'm glad my mum and stepdad are out because I need some alone time to think to myself.

I really hope Ashton's okay,he looked so helpless,exhausted.I want to ease the pain he's in and I can't help but keep running back to him.He always has a hold on me than anyone else does.It took everything in me to not want to lay next to him and hold him.

It really crushed me to watch him kiss Caroline.Even after everything,I still went to the game with him because I didn't want him going alone,what was I thinking?Im a fool for Ashton and he know it.

No matter what has happened between us when I heard his voice croak on the phone,it sparked worry inside me.It pained me to see him this way today,I am intrigued to find out the reason why he punched Seth though.

My eyes feel heavy and I let sleep take over and I snuggle into the covers.

                                              ASHTONS POV
"Ashton sweetie we have to get you to the hospital" My mum comments she sits next to me in the sofa as I stare at the fire.

"Baby I was worried sick about you what happened?" She questions

"I went to the game with Mila.Seth and his pals were taunting me and Mila so I told him where to stick it" I explain

"So Mila get up to got he toilet and comes back to find Caroline kissing me" I continue

"Ashton you didn't kiss her did you?" She questions me

"Of course not mum,I was trying to get Mila back do you think I would do anything lie, that to ruin it again?" I ask

"Ashton I never know with you,you've used girls before" She comments

"I don't wanna talk about this right now mum,I need your support and I need you to believe me" I ask her

"Okay fine,please continue" She says

"So Mila runs out of the stadium whilst I'm trying to push Caroline away.Next thing I know Seth's starts to get lippy and down talks Mila and I,so I lash out and punch him.I rush out and next thing I'm banged up in prison" I explain

"Oh Ashton" She groans hugging me,which right now I appreciate.Usually I'd be pushing her away.The only person I've been comfortable to hug is Mila but right now I need a hug from someone

I don't blame her,she's used to me being in trouble by now.

Soon I hear keys jangling and the door slam.

"I'm home" My fathers voice rings through the house and I can't help but roll my eyes,knowing I'm in for a lecture from him.

"Evening sweetie,our babies hurt" My mum announces,still hugging me

Oh here we go.I move out of my mums arms and sit up straight to prepare myself for what's to come.

My father dumps his work bag down in the living room and slumps down in the chair.

"What happened to you son?" He asks with anger clear in his voice.

"Long story,mum can explain but I punched Seth,ended up in prison.Seth's brother waited for me outside of the prison gates and beat the cr** out of me" I explain keeping it short and sweet