He pulls away after just seconds of feeling his soft lips against mine. Come back I mentally beg him.
"Why did you do that?" How can he even be questioning the kiss. More importantly why is he questioning it. Am I that bad of a kisser? Does my breathe smell funny?
"I-I, don't know." Because you like him. "I thought you wanted it too?" I watch his face come to amusement. A small smirk falling on his lips.
"No way, you really think id go with a girl that my best friend likes." He steps back from me, what?
Im slightly hurt. "Well why did you kiss me back?" I snap, he shouldn't have kissed me back.
"I wasn't going to reject a quick kiss, im surprised you even put out." He seems amused with his answer, I don't even know what to say back.
I brush past him and back into the room, heading straight over to Zayn and Alice.
"Are you ok?" Zayn looks at me. This is what im good at, pretending im okay when inside im dying. I smile at him, nodding.
"Why wouldn't I be?!" I smile, picking up the drink Zayn had brought.
He smiles along with me, "I kind of thought you got flushed down the toilet." I think that would have hurt less than the rejection I just got off Harry.
"Trying to get rid of me?" I act shocked, he wraps his arm around my lower back pulling me in close.
"Im trying to do the opposite of that." He whispers. I can see that, even Harry told me that you like me.
As I turn towards the dance floor with Alice, Harry strolls back in with that blonde girl I saw in the bathroom's, Abi or Bea I don't quite know her name. I look back over to Zayn, the brunette girl is no longer at the bar.
"Does he always do this?" I whisper to Alice. She catches on to what im on about, nodding her head.
"Wait till girl number three comes in, give it an hour and she'll be in here with Harry." Im glad to not be one of his booty calls. I watch him closer, holding her in place, his other hand gripping the cup. Alcohol I think, he looks like the type to just drink.
My feet are starting to ache, as well as my eyes. Me and Alice danced for what seemed like hours, he never took his eyes off me. Harry, being with that blonde did make me jealous, but to see him without a girl is refreshing.
"I think its time to finally go." Alice pulls me off the dance floor and towards Zayn.
"How was that?" He smiles, bringing his hand around my back.
I smile back, "Tiring." Im tempted to ask him back to my room. I don't know why, I just don't want to be alone.
"Ill walk you back to you're room." I slowly nod, taking off my shoes and handing them too him.
I say my good bye's to Alice and Tamara, she's a new girl ive made friends with. Yes, I know I said I wouldn't make friends, but my mind thought otherwise. We both pass Harry, who's stood up the wall staring as we make our way out the door. Come after me you idiot.
"Ive really enjoyed tonight, thank you for being me here." I smile at Zayn, he brings his free hand into mine.
"Im glad you said yes." He smiles back at me. I should ask him, I know I should. He is much nicer than Harry, he actually likes me. With Harry, its a chase, I don't know why but it is. I cant stop thinking about him, his soft lips, the sparks, the butterflies he gives me.
"Did you hear me?" Zayn laughs, my blank expression turns into a half smile.
"Sorry, I was in a world of my own." Liar, stop thinking about that douche bag.
