I shall get a schedule for when I can update, im sorry for the wait. Work and other problems have taken over my life! hope you are all well x
I'm woken up by his body jerking underneath me. Not a soft jerk, an elbow in the rib and kick to my feet jerk. I roll off his arm, staring blankly at him.
"Morning baby" He places a small sweet kiss on my lips. I give him a smile, what is he up too?. Is he even Harry? I shake my silly thoughts out my mind, of course it's him.
"You shouldn't be here" I smile, he pulls me closer. Breathe, it's okay.
"Why?" He begins to kiss my jaw line. "Can't I be with my girlfriend in our home?" My eyes jerk open, taking in our surroundings. A house, just for me and Harry? Has he kidnapped me.
"Stop being silly, were in my room at the ward." I sit up, it's exactly how it should be.
He shakes his head. "Babe, open your eyes. It's our room." I do as he says, I blink a few times before opening my eyes. I jolt up from the bed, he's right.
"Wh-at"
"I got this for us Kim. This is for me and you. I couldn't wait any longer and I just wanted you to see the house." Kim?
I jump out of his arms, and walk over to the mirror, a small gasp falls from my lips. It's her, I'm Kim. It's her body, yet my thoughts are still here. I've never been more confused. "Harry take me home." I turn to face him, he's closer than I expected him to be. He steps closer putting his hand on my shoulder.
"Baby this is home." He smiles. "Me and you together, we can finally start our own family. We can finally be together." His eyes are brighter than I've ever saw. I just can't help feel empty, I'm not the reason he's like his now, excited, over the moon and clearly in love. It's her, and I can't ever change that. Not when he's the way he is, a complete psycho.
"No Harry, I'm not Kim. This isn't our home and we aren't going to start a family." Angry. That's how I feel now, I'm angry with myself, with him and Kim. I shouldn't be so mad at her but I am. She shouldn't have left him, not the way she did. And he shouldn't have made me his prey. And me, silly me shouldn't have fallen for a boy who isn't ready to catch me.
"What the fuck did you say?" His grip tightens on my arm, I squeal as his finger nails begin to dig into my flesh. "Don't fuck around. Kim I'm not in the mood now" All the anger I had has now been replaced with fear. Fear towards him. His eyes have darkened, his skin has become paler and he seems to have gotten far much stronger.
"H-arr-"
I'm caught off guard as his hand flies across my cheek. "Get out of my sight" He spits, shoving me back against the drawers. I fall down to the fall, keeping my knees against my chest as he begins to shout.
I open my mouth, nothing. Again I try to scream for help, for anyone but nothing seems to come out. His hand grabs a hold of my arm tugging me up, he forcefully pushes me against the door, again his hand reaches across my cheek.
I begin to sob, wishing it was over. Wishing I'd black out, wishing he was gone. Another slap to my cheek and i almost become numb to the pain. I open my eyes taking in his appearance. Animal, he looks like a crazed animal and I'm his prey. My eyes fall heavy as he repeated hits my cheeks.
I gasp for air as my eyes open. The sweat begins to drop from my forehead. My clammy body stuck to the damp cover. It takes me a few seconds to remind myself that I'm in my room. It was all a dream. Ones I haven't witnessed before, not so abusive. My breathing slows down, I stare down at the empty spot next to me. I'm thankful Harry isn't here almost relieved. I pick the small piece of paper up off the pillow.
