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I watch him sleep peacefully, his bare chest rising slowly against my arm. We never made it too the intimate part, I played it out as long as I could until he fell asleep. Im thankful that we didn't, I want it to be at the right time in the right place. Neither of us are ready for a commitment, he is too hung up on Kim and im too timid too give myself to him. I cant help but think what if we were too never meet, what if I never fell for him as quickly as I did, we wouldn't be here now together. It is better than being cooped up in the hospital but I know if I don't head off soon, Zayn will call security and they'll be here in a flash. My parents will be called and id be taken away. For good this time.
"Stop watching me." I flinch at his words, his smirk becoming wider and I shift off him. I smile back at him as his green eyes stare down at me. "I should get you back, they'll be wondering where you are." I stare back at the clock, we've been like this for a while now. Exactly two hours.
I shake my head. He seems in a good mood, he seems to know who I am. "Cant we go and get some food?" I wonder how long this will last, Harry knowing im Carly and not Kim. He nods his head, shifting up towards the head board.
"Where do you want to go?" he questions, taking a hold of my hand and trailing his fingers across my knuckles, the goosebumps become clear and I bite down on my bottom lip.
"I thought we could go and get a take away and bring it back here?" I suggest, creeping closer to him. He nods his head, "What do you fancy though?" He shrugs his shoulders slightly.
"Er-, Chinese?" I quickly nod, he brings his other hand to mine pulling me up and onto his lap. He slowly begins to kiss my jaw line, slowly making his way towards my lips. The kiss is soft, distant but soft. Its almost like he's afraid to kiss me, like he knows what he's doing when he supposedly blacks out. Questions, I need to ask questions to him and to Alice. She seems to be holding back information that I need to know.
"Id like a taste of you" He lifts his hips up to meet my crotch, I gasp against his lips and he begins to smile. "I want you." He mutters, I grasp his arms as he begins to rub himself against me. He must surly know im not yet ready for the commitment, not yet.
"Sl-ow" I mumble, he slowly nods edging down with me firmly placed on top of him. His hips gradually move against mine, his hands firmly placed on my motioning for me to move my hips. Ive heard of this, 'dry sex' its sex but with no penetration. I can do this, its nothing major. I begin to let loose giving the control to Harry. I start to move against him, deepening my movements as I watch him squeeze his eyes shut and his mouth fluttering open. He looks sensational, nothing like ive seen before. Almost vulnerable, I have more control over him than I think, is this what I do to him?
"O-h god" Does this mean he's close? Of course It does, our movements have slowed down completely, I feel a growing build of need in my stomach, pulsing quicker than it ever has. I place my hand on his chest and his eyes fall back open, carefully watching me. "You-r-" I cut him short, placing my lips on his slowly pulling on his bottom lip and he forcefully pushes his hips into mine. The pace has gotten much quicker and the kiss is more forceful.
"H-a" His finger nails dig deeper into my shoulder, as he comes to his high. His eyes squeeze shut, and the soft groans bring me closer to my high. His body jolts underneath me and I watch him come to a halt. I slowly climb off him, the aching in my stomach and the throbbing is still clear. My heart beat is loud, my breathing slightly quick as I watch him lazily smile.
"Le-t me just get changed." He quickly jumps off the bed as I regain my breathing. I pick up my shoes and slip them on, grabbing my coat and sitting back down on the bed. The bathroom door slams shut, and I turn my attention to him. "I need to take you back, come on." He grabs a hold of my arm bringing me up and out his room. This isn't the time to ask questions, not now.
The journey back was silent, he didn't even say good bye. Nothing, he pulled up, let me out and drove off. HIs mood swings are becoming more apparent, more annoying and difficult to deal with. It seems as if he's pushing me away, he's doing a good damn job of it. I knock softly against Alice's door, waiting for her to open it up. Her slim figure appears at the door, her eyes are a deep purple and her cheeks are puffy. I gasp as I take in her battered face, "Wh-at happen-"
"Nothing, im okay. Just come in," She moves a side letting me in. The door closes, and im met with two broad men. Her hand reaches up to my shoulder guiding me to the bed.
"Who-"
"Please don't ask questions, we don't have time." She mutters, I hardly recognise her. She sits me down, taking my hands and placing them In front of me. She brings a pair of hand cuffs to my wrists, strapping them on tightly. I look up to her, attempting to pull away she places a hand on my shoulder. "This will be quicker If you just stopped fighting against me." Who is she? This isn't Alice, she wouldn't do this too me. Nothing is adding up anymore, Harry, Alice this place isn't what I thought it would be. I feel the tears hit my cheeks as she brings the masking tape to my mouth, her eyes begin to water and she grabs a hold of the bag. "I-m sorry." I begin to sob as the bag is placed over my head. My breathing picks up as im lifted from the bed.
Im not going to make it out the door, the security will see what's happening and stop it. They have to, this sure as hell looks suspicious. "Stop fidgeting around." My arms are grasped tighter as I fight against the men. Im leaving with no goodbye to Harry, to my parents or to Zayn. Will any-one know where im going? Will anyone come and find me? Again the tears start to hit my cheeks as the cool air reaches my skin, my short breathy sobs are muffled and I have no way of screaming out for help. No Harry here to make it all better, no father, no no-one.
My body is lifted up and Im placed onto what I assume is the back seat of a car. The bag is pulled off my head, and im faced with an elderly man. "Its nice to finally meet you Carly. Ive heard a lot about you." I carefully take in his appearance, he has to be at least mid 40's early 50s, his eyes are dark and his smile is memorizing, just like someone I know. I gasp in realization of who is sat in front of me.
I know this chapter is short, ive been so busy lately and I don't want to put this story on hold! This is my only escape from work, so im sorry if the updates aren't as quick as some stories but I will get a schedule sorted out soon. I hope you guys still enjoy my story, I hope because of the wait for the updates you guys aren't getting sick of the wait and not reading the story. I promise you I shall begin to update quicker. But anyway I will shut up now, I hope you are all well, oh and don't forget to comment and vote. :) x
