Chapter 9

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"Well?" I question him, I need to know where I stand with him.

"I-I, didn't want us to go tonight, I thought we could have just got to know eachother?" He looks at me, I cant help but smile at him.

"Okay" I turn away, smiling like an idiot.

I hear him come closer to me. "Okay?" He questions, "Is that all I get, an okay." I turn around to face him, I shake my head.

"Where do you want to go?" I smile, he slowly sighs before smiling.

He brings his hands around my waist, nuzzling his head into my neck. He begins to slowly nibble on my skin. "I was thinking of, going to get some food come back here and..just be with eachother." I slowly nod, not taking in anything he just said.

"Mm," I mumble, "S-ounds good." He pulls away.

"I should call my mom, be ready within the next ten minutes please." He kisses me one last time before exiting my room.

I bring out my make-up bag, topping up my soft eye shadow and the contour on my cheeks. I remove my hoodie and chuck on a baggy strap top on and my ripped black skinny's, along with my leather jacket and vans.

I pull the bobble out my hair, flipping my head over and running my fingers through the tangles. "Calm, its just Harry." I look at my self in the mirror, my nerves are starting to take over, my inner thoughts talking me out of this.

There is a small knock at the door, I run over opening it up. My smile fades, "H-I Zayn." I smile, he pushes past me and into my room.

"I was e-r just wondering what time I should pick you up tomorrow?" Oh shit, im out with him tomorrow.

"E-r, 1:00ish?" If I stay with Harry tonight, ill have to leave early than im planning on." He slowly nods his head.

"Y-" There is not so much of a soft knock, defiantly Harry. I walk over to the door, opening it.

"You re-" His eyes shift to Zayn. "Am I disturbing something?"

"Yeah" Zayn speaks up.

"No," I reply, looking back at Zayn.

"What exacty am I disturbing then?" Harry moves into my room.

"Nothing much, just our date for tomorrow." Zayn stands his ground, I close my door following Harry over to where Zayn Is stood. This could go either way if im honest, my anxiety is sky high right now.

"Date?" Harry looks at me, I shake my head. "Bull shit, I knew you were too good to be true." He shakes his head. "You're just another slut." He spits. Ouch.

"Woa, Harry calm the fuck down." Zayn steps in.

"An-d you, I thought we were best friends." He turns his full attention to Zayn. I can feel my tears brimming yet again,

"I think you should both leave," My voice comes out quieter than expected. "Please." I don't look at either of them.

"No way" Harry laughs, "Either me or him" I cant believe he is making me chose, I think of Zayn as a friend, he is the only decent friend ive made. Alice never has time for me, Zayn does.

"You cant do that." I look at Harry. "You cant chose who I can and cant be around." I step closer to him.

"I fucking can, you cant have us both," He has to know I want him, Zayn has to know too. There isn't a second that goes by that I don't want to spend with Harry. How can he not see that.

I make my way over to Zayn, his tall figure stood next to the door. I wrap my arms around him, slightly tilting my head up to him. "I will talk to you after." I mumble, he slowly nods. I un wrap my arms from his waist and he exits my room.

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