My Heart Will Always Belong To You My Love

What's Best For Us

Luhan's POV

“Luhan, isn't this going to the extreme?” I heard Yixing say behind me. It's been a week since graduation. A week of pure freedom – well not really. I've been locked up in my house the entire time with my thoughts and I finally came down to a decision that would either make or break me.

I called the boys and they decided to all hang out in my house with me after a long week of secluding myself from the world.

“Aren't you going to regret your decision?” Chanyeol spoke softly. It was the first time in my entire life that I've known Chanyeol that he didn't have that wide grin on his face. No. It was pure sadness.

“Seriously hyung. Please don't do this,” Sehun begged.

“I'm sorry guys, but my mind is set,” I said with a sigh. I turned back to what I was doing before.

“What about Jihyun?” my hands stilled, I knew it would be Suho that would bring her up into our conversation. “Huh? What about her hyung?”

“Please,” I whispered. “Don't bring her into this.” I don't know how many times I've cried these past few weeks and it's been worse when I was locked away, alone. You can say I am going through depression, but I still try to put a smile on my face to keep everyone from worrying about me.

“Reconsider it all Luhan, think what's best for you. For her,” Kyungsoo said.

“I am doing what's best, for the both of us.”

Jihyun's POV

It's great to finally be back at my own home! As much as I love the boys, it's great to be alone and away from a crazy zoo.

Daehyun and Youngjae had the courtesy to look after my home while I was in the hospital. They even bought food and packed my fridge and cabinets, probably for them to munch on when they come visit.

I looked around the living room, but it seems to empty. There were only a few picture frames up – the one of my mother and father, my father and I, and a couple ones with the boys. I just shrugged it off and continued looking around the place.

I entered my bedroom and sat on my bed. I looked around and once again I felt like there was something missing. My eyes landed on my closet and I immediately stood up to open it. Half of my closet was empty.

My phone rang, cutting me off of my trance.

I ran into my living room and picked up my cell phone.

“Hello?”

“Hey Ji,” it was Yongguk. “How's the house? You feeling alright? You want us to come visit?”

“No, you don't need to come visit. I'm doing perfectly fine,” I smiled and looked around the room once more. “Hey, did you guys move somethings around?”