My Heart Will Always Belong To You My Love

Everything Reminds Me of Her

Luhan's POV

I entered my house and the smell dubbokki filled my nose. Tears that I thought were already cried out sprung to my eyes again. So many memories of the two of us in the past three months came rushing into my mind again.

Our first dinner date to my mother's restaurant as we ate dubbokki, the time she came to dinner and met my grandparents, when she said yes to being my girlfriend, our time up in the mountains alone, everything.

I fell to the floor and started to punch it repeatedly not caring how much it hurt. The scene of her getting into the car with Daehyun came back and I started punching the floor even more.

I felt arms around me and pulled me to my feet.

“Hyung. Calm down. It's okay.” Sehun's voice rang in my ear. It was then I realized the boys were in my house, including my mom. Nana was gone. They all had the same look written on their face, pity.

I ran to my mom and hugged her as I cried.

“Shh Luhan, it's alright son.” she patted my back.

“No it's not okay.” I said through my tears. “I hurt her mom.... I hurt her really bad... and now she's gone.”

“What did you do?” the sound of terror was heard in her voice.

All the reasons on why she broke up with me flooded into my head, “I cheated on her... I played with her like a toy... I lied to her, I made her cry. I don't know what to do mom. I love her so much and now she's gone.”

“I knew that this was going to happen,” Suho said. “How dare you do that to her?! You knew she loved you! Did you ever love her back?!”

“Of course I did!” I yelled back.

“You're stupid. You let your cock think instead of your brain.”

“Hyung! He doesn't need to hear you say that.” Sehun yelled.

“Well he should! And he does. It was because of his stupidity that he lost someone like Jihyun! I don't blame her for leaving him like that! He deserves it!” Suho yelled.

I knew he was right. It was because of my idiotic ways that I lost her, but I may be able to get her back.

“I know this is wrong for me to say, but there maybe nothing you can do to get her back. I know you're hurt Luhan, but so is she. I'll take my leave now, I think someone else needs my shoulder to cry on right now.” with that one of my best friends walked out. The same door she walked out of.

I knew he was going to go comfort Jihyun and I thank him for that. But I wish that it could be me. I turned to everyone else as they sighed and made their way to my couch.

“Did you really sleep with Nana hyung?” Chanyeol asked.

“I don't know anymore,” I felt so lifeless as I looked around the living that was filled with countless of picture frames of us. Everything in this room reminds me of her. I wanted to hold her in my arms so badly and kiss all her tears away, but I can't do that now. I laughed bitterly. Karma is a bitch.

“Honey,” I felt my mom's hand touch my arm. “Tell me exactly what happened, from the start.”

“Last night the boys decided to the club since we haven't had our guys' night out in a while. So we went. I remember I only took those two shots of tequila that Kris gave me. Even ask the boys, that's all I drank. I remembered feeling really drowsy so Kris took me home. I only remember up til Kris pulled out of the driveway of the club. Then I woke up to the doorbell this morning and I went to see Jihyun. She yelled and yelled and Nana came out of no where just wearing my t-shirt. Jihyun ran off, I went after her. She yelled some more and I tried to reason with her, but she's so stubborn. She told me that she was talking with Kr-”

I immediately turned to him.

“What the hell did you tell her?!”

“Nothing, but the truth.”

“What truth?”

“I'm sorry Luhan. I was drunk and I told her about the bet. I didn't know that she'll go ballistic and break up with you man. I am so sorry. I promise, I will fix everything and get you two back together. I'll go talk to her right now,” he quickly stood up and ran out of the house.

I sighed and felt the tears come back, “What do I do?”

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Jihyun's POV

I watched Luhan's expression in the side mirror as the car drove off.

“You alright baby girl?” Daehyun asked.

I just sighed, I didn't even the energy to talk or even cry. I was emotionally and physically drained.

Daehyun took my backto my place. The boys were all there with a worry expression. I smiled to reassure them that I was fine. I can see that they were all itching to know what happened. I didn't even want to think about it anymore so I just made my way to my room, leaving the door wide open. I was on my bed facing the wall while everyone was outside in the living room, they knew I needed to be alone.

The doorbell rang, but I just stayed in bed knowing someone else would get it.

“Ji,” Daehyun was knocking on my door. “Suho is here. He wants to see you.”

“Let him in,” I mumbled.

A minute later he walked into my room and I felt my mattress sink under his weight.

“Hey.” he said softly. “I brought ice cream.” I sat up and gave him a weak smile. “Jihyun, I'm sorry. He's stupid. I don't blame you if you don't ever forgive him.”

I sighed.

“He does love you, but he doesn't deserve someone like you. You deserve much better than a playboy like him.”

“Thanks oppa.”

“Anytime Jihyun. If you ever need anything, just know I'm here for you.” I nodded in response.