Warped

Madi POV

    Waking up to Lynn's arms wrapped around me at 7AM was great. It was even better to see her arms still wrapped around me at 11AM.

            I had woken up early at 7 but was too tired to stay awake and had ended up falling asleep.

       "I though you'd never wake up." I heard Lynn's morning voice. It was rough but I loved it. I could practically hear the smile that was probably playing on her face.

"So how are you feeling?" I asked. I still remember seeing her pass out. I was so worried for her.

"Good. Why?" She asked with skepticism.

"You just seemed so... off. After the whole thing." I explained not really wanting to be specific.

    "If that's what you think." She said with a faint smile. She at least seemed to be in a better mood.

    "What do you want to do today?" I ask.

   "Up to you." She replied.

  "We could go to the park or something." I suggest. The park is really nice.

     "If you want to. That'll be fun." She answered.

    I felt her getting up and I already started to miss the warmth of her touch.

   "Yeah." I say getting up as well.

  Lynn POV

      Madi looked around when we finally made it to the park she gave me directions to.

    There was a lot of graffiti around here but it was really cool looking.

   I even saw lyrics from our songs on the walls. "What do you think?" Madi asked turning her attention back to me.

   "It's awesome." I say as we hop out of the car.

"Glad to hear." She said with a small hum.

Time skip xoxo

      We've been here for hours.

   I'm not complaining. We've talked, laughed, joked. We've done it all and yet I'm not bored and would love to do it more.

    And now here we are sitting under and old bridge as we sat on big rocks in the middle of a creek.

           It was so serene. To sit here unbothered as Madi was in her own world as she watch the water intently.

      I couldn't help but stare. Not like she would notice. She's looking at that water like it holds all the answers.

     I could see that Madi's dye is coming out quickly. I never knew she was a blonde until this moment. She looks beautiful.

     The way her porcelain skin color seemed to radiate in the afternoon glow that made me wonder. How did I get so lucky?

   I'm not dating her to my knowledge. I'd like to. I'd really like to actually. It's just, what if I'm not enough? I mean she started out as a fan before and looked up to me from what I've seen.

    But what if I let her in and she'll realize there was nothing to admire?

   Could I handle that? Could I watch her go like the others like Alexa? What if she gets bored of me and sees how pathetic I am?

       Or what if it goes really well? I mean I doubt it would.

    I couldn't help but smile as I was pulled from my thoughts when I noticed stray hairs that stuck out in the sun's rays.

     The curved of her eyes brows that to me lined just right with her eyes. The deep green with flecks of brownish gold hidden behind amazing eyelashes.

     The way her nose would a perfect slope but instead perks up a little right before the end.

     I just had to take in her features as if my life depended on it. I don't know why I did. Just felt right to.

     I even loved the coffee stains that were on her teeth. They made smile. They were apart of her either way.

   I couldn't say I loved her. Not to her yet. Or to myself. This could be love. Or maybe I'm confusing it with lust. Or attraction. I could be confusing it with any emotion.

    All I know is I want to kiss her. I also want to look at her for awhile. I also know that she's been there for me no matter what and has worried the same as Brian or Alex.

    "You okay?" Her voice drew me back to reality as I focus on what was going on now.

    There she was looking at me with those green orbs with specks of brownish gold. The gold sparkling from the sun. Looking right into my plain old brown.

     Her lopsided smile revealing a coffee stain on her one tooth that made me feel, safe? I think that would be the word. Content? Happy? I don't know. But it made me feel something that I've been longing to feel.

      "Yeah." I utter out. I felt breathless. Was I breathing heavy? It felt like I was. Or maybe that's just my heart beating loudly in my ear drums.

     I couldn't help but feel a urge to just hold her. Kiss her. Wrap myself around her and feel her smile against me.

    "Zoned out?" She asked raising her eye brows a little to get an answer.

    I simply nodded. I feel like if I talk I'll somehow miss out on being a able to look at her.

   "Soooo what do you want to do?" She questioned, her eyes darting to the right becoming uncertain.

    I leaned onto the rock in front of me with my free hand and wrapped my other around the left side of her face. Pulling her head close to me I left a kiss onto her cheek. It felt right.

   I felt her smile grow before I pulled away. It wasn't a big extravagant kiss like in those really bad movies, it was just a small simple cheek kiss that made my heart swell with joy.

      "As fun as public sex sounds, I don't feel like getting a crayfish up my vag." She joked as I saw a heavy blush on her face. Aw she joked to try and distract me from that.

                   She's so wonderful.

   {BOOM THERE WASSUP. I hope you enjoyed it and I'm super sorry for taking so long.}