Just One Half To A Whole [Jercy fic]

Chapter 38

Percy's POV
I like him. I like him a lot. He makes me smile. He makes me forget about Leo. In a good way.

He makes me forget that Leo...... hurt himself. That Leo was discharged from the hospital yesterday. That I was suppose to see him yesterday but that....... I was to scared to see him.

To scared because..... I wasn't there for him, when he needed me the most. I wasn't there to tell him he was okay. To hold him as he cried. To tell him he's loved.

I wasn't there.

I skipped school. I didn't want to see him. Well I did but.... you know. I'm just here. Stilling at the edge of the cliff, enjoying the sound of the ocean below me, closing my eyes as he wind brushed through my longish hair.

Imagining Jason here beside me, telling me jokes, making me laugh.

I'm not in love with him. Not yet. Maybe someday.

By maybe..... just maybe.... I'll ask him to be my boyfriend.