I can't believe I'm have dreams about him. Why him. Out of all the million people in the world I have to dream with Fabian. The one person that I could never stand. ***Well, that what happens when you spend time getting to know someone.*** Great my...
After boarding I take my seat next to the window and then it starts to hit me. This is really happening. I'm about to face the one person that I never thought I would see again. I guess that Fabian noticed my anxiety that he took his hand in mines while softly turning my chin with the other forcing me to look at him.
"Jess, relax. I know that your feeling nervous and knowing you, your mind is probably racing in full force."
I took in a deep breathe, before speaking.
''It's just that 7 years ago I left and told myself that I would never come back. Fabian, you don't know just how badly your brother hurt me and for me to look at him again it just... It's just going to be hard."
Fabian closed his eyes and sighed...
"I know that it will be hard, but just remember that by doing this you are giving yourself the chance to finally be able to move on and also showing him that what he did didn't hurt you, Jess..."
"But that's the thing Fabian, what he did -it did hurt me, it left me scared to actually give my all to someone and not worry about when shit will hit the fan. "
''I know, what I meant is that now you'll get payback and you'll be the one winning in the end." He stated.
"I know... And lets face it he deserves this, for what he did to me and what he did to you." I added.
We stayed looking at each other until the ding for the pilot interrupted us...
DING ***** This is your captain speaking, we are about to depart. Please make sure your seat belts are securely fasten and turn all you electrical devices off, once we are in the are you will be able to turn them on. Next stop Miami Florida***** DING
And just like that we were off....
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After the plane is in the are we hear another ding, letting us know that we can turn or devices on and roam around the cabin. As soon as the pilot says that I go ahead and turn my cell on. Not even 5 mins into the air I start going through my work emails.. I know I 'm not suppose to and that the twins have everything under control, but It's hard to change a routine that you have been doing for almost 8 years. And besides it's my company too. I love and trust the twins but I have the right to know what's going on right?
I start to notice that all my emails are from 2 days ago, are gone. Like I haven't received any emails since 2 days ago. I mean what the hell, I normally get hundreds of email within a 24 hour period. Now I start to worry, what the bloody hell...
"Breathe Jess, maybe the connection here sucks. and you not able to load them all." I mentally told myself. But as I turn my head I see other people having no issues with their devices.. I pinched the bridge of my nose and let out another deep breathe. This is seriously not happening.
Fabian notices and just smirks... What the hell is he smirking about? What, does he think this is funny.. How would he like it if his phone didn't work? Oh why, why is this happening to me? just then I get a text that answers all my questions..
