I can't believe I'm have dreams about him. Why him. Out of all the million people in the world I have to dream with Fabian. The one person that I could never stand. ***Well, that what happens when you spend time getting to know someone.*** Great my...
"People cry not because they are weak. It because they have been strong for too long." - Unknown
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Jesslyn's POV-
As the car comes to a decrease speed, I'm shaken out of my daydream to realize that we have arrived at Fabian's house. And what a house it is. This was one of the most beautiful homes I have ever seen. I guess business for him has really been good. I mean, yeah his family has money, just like mines but knowing Fabian he wouldn't dare to use his families money. One thing I have learned about this man is that he is very hard headed and has to have things his way. So the fact that his parents would give him money for a house like this would not do any good to his macho self esteem.
"We're here beautiful" He said.
"Wow Fay this house is completely gorgeous," I whispered loud enough for him to hear me.
"I can't believe you moved around here. It's just wow" Was all I could say as I admired the beautiful view of the pool meeting the ocean from his kitchen door.
"What did you want to talk about?" He asked.
"You know what It can wait It's not important anyways" I said, lying through my teeth just giving him a fake smile.
See while we were driving over here, I had thought about telling him that I had some feelings towards him. And that I wasn't sure if this fake relationship was going to work. I mean I knew it would if I didn't feel anything for him but the fact that I have developed this feelings I don't know if I can continue to lie. I don't want to have my heart broken by another Hernandez brother again. I don't think that I would make it.
But, the more and more I though about it. I decided not to tell him. Why you ask, well I ran a lot of scenarios in my head of what would happen if I told him and they all ended up the same way. Me spilling my heart out, him denying me and not sharing the same feeling as I did, and me leaving heart broken. And I Jesslyn Rodriguez will not let anything or anyone break my heart like that again. So I'm choosing to keep my mouth shut. Maybe this feeling that I have for him will go away. Maybe this is just some sick game my mind is playing on me. Maybe once this is over my life will go back to its normal self. Yea just maybe...
I just needed to do this and leave right after. Yes, finish this fast...
"Are you sure, you don't want to talk about it. I mean we still have enough time before we go to my parents?" He asked.
"No, don't worry about. If you want we can head over there now. I mean the faster we do this the faster we can go on with out lives right?" I stated. Wow, I could of sworn I saw a little hint of disappointment in his eyes. But I could just be seeing things.
"Um, sure lets unpack and then we can leave." He said.
"Okay, sure. Um can you tell me where the bathroom is?" I asked.
"Sure there is one right down the hall 2nd door on the right" he said.
"Okay cool. I'll just be a minute." I stated and with that I walked away.
As we got the car I noticed that she was a little antsy. Before in the airport she had mentioned that she needed to speak to me, which was the reason why we came here first before going to my parents. I really don't know what she needed to speak to me about.
"We're here beautiful" I said.
"Wow Fay this house is completely gorgeous," She whispered loud enough for me to hear.
"I can't believe you moved around here. It's just wow" was all she said as she admired the view of the pool meeting the ocean from the kitchen door.
"What did you want to talk about?" I asked.
"You know what It can wait It's not important anyways" She said, I have been around Jess long enough to know when she is lying. She has this tell that gives her away. Whenever she is lying she does this thing with her nose in which in shrugs it. It's something that she does really quick so if your not really paying attention you would miss it in an instant. And that is exactly what she did. But she just doesn't realize that I saw it.
"Are you sure, you don't want to talk about it. I mean we still have enough time before we go to my parents?" I asked her. I know that there is something bothering her and she doesn't want to tell me.
"No, don't worry about. If you want we can head over there now. I mean the faster we do this the faster we can go on with out lives right?" She replied.
I felt a little disappointed, but I quickly shook it off. I didn't want her to see.
"Um, sure lets unpack and then we can leave." I said.
I still want to know what she wanted to speak to me about but from the looks of things she is not going to say anything and I don't want to push it.
"Okay, sure. Um can you tell me where the bathroom is?" She asked
"Sure there is one right down the hall 2nd door on the right" I said.
"Okay cool. I'll just be a minute." She stated and with that I walked away.
I just nodded my head in agreement. But I just want to tell her that she didn't need to freshen up, she looked beautiful no matter what she had on.
I'm starting to fell something towards her but I don't want to act on it. I don't want to let her know. I already know how this story ends. And the guy doesn't get the girl in this ending.
I know how she sees me, and what she thinks of me. She has made it clear in the past, and by me doing this just proves to her that I'm the same person I was when she was dating that asshole of a brother on mines.
But maybe, just maybe I can prove her wrong, and win her heart. Well, only time will tell..
Lord what is taking her so long, I thought to myself as the sound of her heels echoed through the halls.
"Okay, I'm ready... Are you?" she asked...
"More than you ever know" I stated.
"Okay, well let go baby, what are we waiting for?" She said.
'Baby' that word just took me by surprise. I mean yeah, I call her little cute names and all but she has never call me any back. I guess she is just trying to get herself in character. Well than 2 can play this game.
Hey guys, thank you some for reading and getting this far. I'm sorry if this chapter is short. but my laptop broke and was wrote this off my phone and I didn't want to wait to long for an upload. Please feel free to send me you questions, comments or concerns lol..
