The Game of Love

The Truth Ch 17

After leaving his parents house we went back to his place, took a quick shower  and headed out for a quick bite. Although I was feeling awesome for what had went down, and I loved how not just her face look but his as well, I was feeling a little nervous to be only with Fabian.

After last night I can't stop the feeling that I feel for him. And the more time I'm spending with him the more my feelings deepened and the more my heart breaks when I realize it's just a revenge ploy for him.
I definitely between a rock and a Hernandez...

We just pulled in to the Resturant. He parks the car and tells me not to move. As I see him walking from his side to my door a smile comes across my lips.

"You ready?" He asks.
"Yeah, are you?" I reply.

"Come on beautiful." He says as he opens the Resturant door for me to walk in.

The walk in and the hostess looks pass me and straight to Fabian.

Great just another girl making goggly eyes to him and acting like am not even here. - I thought to myself. Just don't stress Jess, this is something that will I would have to deal with if it was real - I thought back. But do you really want to be dealing with this? Having girls throw their self at my man? I mean I'm not self conscious or anything, I know that I would be proud to know that they think his sexy, handsome and all but it just gets tiring. - OK I'm going to seriously have to turn my mind off. I feel like I should be institutionalized for have a mental debate with myself.

I have no idea how long I was standing there fight with myself like a crazy person but by the time I noticed the cheap hostess with her cake face makeup is sitting us on a private table. And I noticed that she is no longer looking up at him like if he was some type of God... What the hell did I miss?

Fabian pulls out a chair for me, and sits a crossed the table. The waiter comes and ask us if we are ready to order. We ordered, he sends me a wink a smile and then leaves. I glanced at Fabian and even if he doesn't say it he has a look of jealousy, mad and pissed. I'm not sure if its because he still in acting mode or if maybe just maybe he might have some feeling for me.

How about you stop stressing it and just ask him, or even better man the hell up and tell him how you fell and that you can continue this fake relationship - Yes the little voice is back but I just choice to ignore it.

I turn my attention to Fabian...

"So um... What do you think our next move should be now?" I stupidly asked.. I mean its obvious what the next move is.. I mentally growled at myself. "I think after this we should just head over to my parents house-" I added before he cut me off.

"Listen Jess, I don't want to talk about that right now. Let's just enjoy this date and we will discuss the rest after" He replied.

Well, that just took me completely by shock. I wonder whats wrong with him, normally he was the one wanting to have this conversation but now he's acting weird- NO... it can't be because of the waiter. I was going to ask him but we were interrupted by the waiter as he brought our food. He gives Fabian his plate and then turns to me with a smile he slides my plate in front of me but instead of slipping the napkin out from under the plate like he did to Fabian he leaves it. Which I found strange but paid no mind to it. He winks again and leaves. I don't say nothing and start to eat my meal.

"You gotta be minding me right now. Are you going to fucking act like you didn't just see what he did?" He asked annoyed.

Huh? What is he talking about? What is his deal? I had it so I decided to ask him.

"What is wrong with you Fay? You have been weird since we left your parents house. And what am I not seeing?" I asked calmly.

I'm not going to be causing a scene here if that's what he is looking for. I don't know what his deal is and right now I'm starting to get really pissed off. Who the hell does he think he is talking to me like that. Even though I'm mad I stick to my words, I'm not going to cause a scene.