Downfall [Punk Niall Horan]

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(A/N Omigod, I'm going to hell for writing this chapter. Please like, vote, and comment so I go to hell for a good reason. Please listen to the song with this chapter! Enjoy!! All the love. xx)

TYLIE'S POV

The water cascaded in ringlets down my battered body, trying to cleanse me of the dirty truth.

But it couldn't.

Silent tears mixed with the water and dirt running down my body as I contemplated everything that had happened to me in the short span of 4 months. Four months that were complete hell, but they were also exhilarating at the same time. They helped me lose who I once was, but a new stronger version of me had come out of it.

It all started with a slap from my mother.

And that day in the camera room with Niall.

Things had spiraled down so quickly after that. My mother and father had betrayed me in the worst way imaginable. I had no clue how much horrible things they had done, and I never would until later on. They lied to me for 18 years, and destroyed the city I lived in and loved.  Niall had kidnapped me that night, to take me to the apparent mythical underground gang. The Underground Gang was anything but mythical. And it was ran by my Grandfather, Zaios.

Though Niall had kidnapped me, I couldn't help the way I felt about his brooding self. Soon enough I couldn't control it even though he was a huge dick, and even now that he still is. I had found the boy I loved, Niall, but that boy was also pathological liar that I didn't know if I could trust fully. But he opened up to me, and I learned that he was a damaged boy who hid behind a snarky attitude and tattoos. Underneath that harsh exterior was a broken boy who just wanted love that he had never received.

He was the most fearless, selfless person I knew, and I loved him so much. I was so lucky to love Niall James Horan, and I was so lucky he chose me to love despite the disease plaguing my mind. We have had our ups and downs and god awful battles, and at times I've wondered if it was ever worth it or if I should even try to get up again. But the answer is yes. It's always going to be yes. It's always worth it.

I made new friends who were in a gang that was trying to stop my father, and they were amazing people despite their reputations and outward appearances. They welcomed me in even though I was the enemy's daughter, and made me feel safe with them. Something I never thought would happen by burley gang members. They made me laugh, but most of all they kept me sane when I thought my head was going to explode with confusion. For that, I would always love every single one of them.

Luke had become my best guy friend who fell in love with me all because of twisted reasons, and he kept a nasty secret from me that I much preferred to be left in the dark. Though for a while, he was my favorite of the members. Luke welcomed me in first and tended my wounds when I thought they all were going to kill me. He held me until I stopped crying and thought that maybe I would be safe with him, that he would protect my fragile body. For that, he always would hold a sacred place in my heart no matter what he did.

Valie, my absolute best friend, had died at my hands after confessing her true identity and background because I was too weak to stop her. Valie was Irish, and her brother was the one I was in love with. This caused Niall to hate me and betray my affection for a short while, which caused me to run off with Luke, the man who raped me which I didn't know at the time.

She helped me live through my obnoxious parents, even though she was living on the streets. For that, I would always love and admire what a strong woman she was, and I knew that no one would ever be Valie Horan and there will never come a day when I don't miss her sassy comments.