i'm addicted to you ⇨ jian

chapter five

narrator's pov

By this time Kian and Jc were both pretty drunk, Jc more than Kian. They decided to drink some more after their video for some reason, drink alot more. Jc was blacked out and Kian was getting close until they ran out of the bottle they had just bought and their spare as well.

"Kian, come here" Jc whispered for Kian come over as he was sitting on their counter. Kian walked over standing in between Jc's legs. They were both laughing drunkenly and touching eachother. Kian had sobered up a bit but Jc was still shitface drunk. The more they talked, the closer Jc was pulling Kian towards to him, and Kian was getting kind of uncomfortable. "You wanna know the real reason why I hate Meredith?" Jc slurred his words. "Why?" Kian asked all of a sudden interested in what Jc was saying. "Because I love you" Kian stood there shocked, he couldn't tell if that was meant to be literal, or he was joking or if he was just drunkenly speaking. Then Jc pulled Kian's face up to his and jumped off the counter, still holding Kian's face in his hands, it all happened so fast and the next thing he knew Jc was kissing him, and he was kissing back.

Before the kiss went to far Kian pulled away to see Jc's smiling face. "I think you should get some rest Jc, it's late" Kian said, guiding Jc to his room. "Okay mom" Jc laughed walking into his room closing the door. Kian's heart was pounding, 'what just happened?' He thought. Then he heard a crash coming from Jc's room, followed by an "oh fuck!" He opened the door and saw Jc getting up from the ground. "I just tripped" Jc said laughing and climbing into his bed.

Kian layed in his bed unable to go to sleep, what happened? Did he like it? Why did he kiss back? Is he gay? All these questions were pouring through his head causing him to majorly stress out. 'It's okay, calm down' he told himself as he layed staring up at the ceiling. But telling himself it was okay didn't stop the tears from pouring out from his eyes. Everything he ever knew was now ripped away from him, he felt he no longer knew who he was and everything was changing because of one kiss.

The next morning Jc woke up very hung over with a massive headache. "Fuck" he said to himself rubbing his forehead. He got up and went to the bathroom to look for some advil. He had no luck so decided to go see if Kian had some. He knocked in Kian's door "Kian!" He said as loud as possible, but every part of him was sore, including  his throat. He got no answer, maybe Kian was still asleep, so he went in on his own. When he got close enough to Kian he could see he was very much awake, his eyes wide open staring at the ceiling and tears staining his face. "Kian?" Jc asked confused as why Kian would be crying. "Kian are you okay" Jc asked, now concerned. Kian finally acknowledged that Jc was standing there and jolted up wiping the tears from his face. "Yeah I'm okay w-what do you need" Kian quickly asked hoping Jc would just let it go. "I was just wondering if you have some advil, I'm out. Are you sure you're okay?" He slowly said walking closer to Kian. Kian only answered the first part, "yeah, I have some in my cabinet just above the sink" he said pointing to the bathroom, rubbing his head mostly to avoid any awkward interactions with Jc. "Thanks" Jc said still very confused as to why Kian was crying.

It was now 2:00 pm and neither of the boys wanted to get out of bed. A few of their friends had called wanting to hang out, but they both brushed them away feeling like they wanted to sleep forever. Jc was getting another call but this time it was from Kian 'lazy ass motherfucker' he thought and answered it. "Hey wanna do something today" Kian said "If you mean sleep then yes" Jc replied half asleep. "Well, we should probably get something to eat and theres nothing in the fridge but booz and butter" Kian stated yawning a couple of times. "True," Jc said, "but just leeting you know I ain't getting dressed up to go to Chick-fil-A" he said disgusted at the thought of leaving his comfy bed. "Yeah, you and me both" Kian said before hanging up the phone to actually  put some clothes on. He just put on some sweats and a hoodie, he went downstairs to see Jc wearing the same thing. Seeing him made Kian think of their kiss last night. Should Jc know that happened? He kind of deserves to, but at the same time he didn't want Jc to feel the same way he feels right now.

"So, how drunk were you last night?" Jc said breaking the silence that filled the car. "Shit, I don't remember anything" Kian lied. "Glad I'm not the only one" Jc laughed pushing his curly hair out of his face, 'gosh,' Kian thought 'he is pretty cute' "Yo we could have kissed or some shit like that and neither of us would remember" Jc finished, laughing. Kian felt his cheeks getting red and hot.

Kian and Jc both ordered what they usually do and silence filled the car after they got their food. Jc could feel the tension between them, something wasn't right, Kian was acting weird around him, keeping his words to a minimum. "Kian is there something your not telling me" Jc asked curious to hear Kian's answer. "Why would you say that" Kian immediately replied like he was hiding something, something definitely happened last night Kian wasn't telling him. "Your acting strange" Jc simply said, staring at Kian, but Kian didn't take his eyes off the road. "Nope, everything is perfectly great" Kian said, Jc could see his cheeks getting red. He obviously wasn't going to get it out of Kian now, but he wasn't going to give up that easily.