i'm addicted to you ⇨ jian

chapter two

kian's pov

"Why don't you like Meredith?" I had asked Jc. He looked deep in his thoughts after that, like he was really contemplating on what to say. He has been acting weird ever since Meredith came into the picture, but today, I don't know. Today he just had the look of pure hatred in his eyes. I waited a little longer for him to reply, and eventually he did. After all that time you would have expected a perfect speech to come out of his mouth, but his words were a mess and there was alot of stuttering. "W-well um it's uh hard to e-explain, I um guess just e-ever since you guys started kinda like dating, ya, um you've uh been kinda like ignoring me, no, no, no, not i-ignoring me. I-uh-see-you-uh" he took a deep breath, "I guess I'm just jealous your spending so much time with her instead of me" he looked away embarrassed and avoided most eye contact after that. I was shocked, I didn't know what to say to that. "Jc, if you wanna hang out with me more just tell me" i said trying to look him in the eye, but he wouldn't look at me.

The next morning I went into Jc's room to see if he was awake yet, but he wasn't there, he wasn't in the house. I thought about calling him, but I didn't want to look to clingy so I decided I would just invite a couple of friends over.

Once they arrived we just hung out and played some pool and stuff like that when the door opened. I left the room to go see who it was,
when I saw Jc. He had on a pair of dark grey joggers and no shirt with some headphones plugged into his ears, he was also drenched in sweat. "Where were you?" I asked him, but he then pulled out an earphone and I realized he didn't hear me. "Huh?" He asked. "Where were you?" I repeated. "Oh, I was just out for a jog" he said walking into his room. 'Out for a jog?' I thought 'he's never just gone out for a jog ' I went back to my friends and we continued to talk and watch tv and stuff, I didn't expect Jc to come hang out with us. But about ten minutes later he came out of his room with a smile on his face all cleaned up. "Hey guys" he said cheerfully. I was happy to see he was in a much better mood today until I realized he was still not looking at me, acting like I didn't exist. "Geez, I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten since yesterday's breakfast" he said laughing walking over to the fridge and getting out an apple. He walked over to my friend Jessica and started talking with her, he did that with all of my three other friends that were here but still pretended I wasn't there. All my friends started to notice and were giving weird looks at me and Jc probably wondering what was going on between us.

It was around 3:00 pm when all my friends had gone home, so I wanted to see what Jc's problem was. "Hey Jc" I tapped his shoulder and he turned around. "Yeah what's up" he said casually like he hasn't been ignoring me all day. "Wanna go out and do something right now or later?" I asked hoping we could move past his low key outburst. "Sorry can't" he said continuing to walk to his room, "I'm busy" I suddenly felt sad, "Busy doing what?" I asked curiously. "I'm going out with a girl tonight" He looked back at me proudly but the look on my face was far from proud, I was honestly a bit shocked because he had just said last night that he wanted to spend more time together. "Oh" was all I said before walking away. There was a knock on our door, probably Meredith, I invited her over because Jc was going out with a girl in about half an hour. "Hey babe" she said hugging and kissing me. At that moment Jc came out of his room obviously ready to leave for his date. For some reason there was a hint of jealousy in me but I ignored it. He glared with hate at Meredith and my eyes widened, god, is he going to start this again? He pushed his way through me getting to the door and practically shoved Meredith, she stumbled a bit and that was the last straw. "Jc!" I called before he could get to the door, he turned and I approached him and punched him in the face, "don't you ever touch Meredith like that again!" I yelled at him. Oh no. He looked like he had steam coming out of his ears. He punched me back, hard, then again and again till I fell to the ground and he started kicking me in the stomach. I could hear Meredith screaming at him to stop and then a kick to the face and everything was black.